holla, it's love(:

2008-09-24T19:26:00.002+08:00

NO MORE BLOGGING

2008-09-24T19:26:00.001+08:00

BYE READERS

2008-09-21T22:44:00.004+08:00

21sep

town w b, margaret and qy(:

went f21 t find the skirt but t no ava ):

went taka, saw dickies!

hohoho *.*

went nana thai for lunch!

forever ordering tomyam noodles :x thumbs up

went off at 4+, mag & qy went home.

b and i went aljunied for match.

dinner after match.

cabbed home w cs.

b is working right now.......

hope he can get home earlier so that i wun pon sch tmr!

haha

misses!

thanks mag,qy..... (will fill in the name once i know who chipped in too!)

for the agnes b luggage, shirt & lunch! ;D

HAHA

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a luggage for me t go overseas??!

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no no!

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it's a necklace of luggage w a shirt inside!

haha.!

:DDDDDD

thanks all!

2008-09-17T13:42:00.009+08:00

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happy birthday to self! (:

jenn came, surprised me with cake and puzzles made by herself.

really sweet.

thanks.

went school, W15J bought 2 slice of cake t celebrate for me(:

they use the lantern festival candles.haa

they sang bdae song twice, i blew the candles twice, cheesecake.

because got a few classmates left first.

first & second finale. lol haa

enjoyed myself in class!

overall, thanks W15J (((((:

W34M came!

shyan, fish, amanda, johnson, pravina, shasha, cutecute, trena, herman came!

(hope i did not leave out anyone)

thanks for the cheesecake, handmade cards, sunflower and cheesecake!!

;DDDDD

you people really surprised me to the maximum, that's so sweet of your(:

it's so great having you all as my sem 1 classmates :B

love it!

heartsssssssssssssssssss((((((((((((((:

after school, b came over to help me carry lap.

train to town, bought G lanyard ;DDD

thanks baby! love! ;D

shopped around, while waiting for jo luv.

but she bluff me that she overslept & is not meeting already.

who knows when she try to surprise me from behind, b look over , so i look over too.

haa

b destroy his own surprise -.-

haa!

over to swensens for dinner!

had crayfish pasta.

firehouse bdae icecream as dessert!

they sang bdae song for me, so ps can :x

it's a partial treat from me. HAA sorry la i know im very budget!

walk around more and went to wait for 502.

back to b's crib, put down the laps and wash up, while waiting for the rest to reach.

went down t yuhua's park, jacjac, aiai, qh and hs came(:

same cake as sat's one. haha

swee heng's choco mint.

HAHA

lepak at the coffeeshop, mj luv came over to find me cause she is afraid that she past 12.

so sweet of her(:

waited for dickson to come, den cabbed home.

home sweet home!

slept quite late, very tired!!

thanks b for planning & texting all the people.
next time rem dont be so gong go look behind uh! HAHA

XOXO

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Thanks for the wishes be it text, calls, face t face, msn or friendster comments.
thankyou, all the wishes meant alot to me.
i really appreciate everything that you(s) do, im really delighted.
it's always a pleasure to know every single one of you.
i believed fate brought us together, be it family, cousins, boyf, friends.
you(s) are always treasured & we will never be apart.

thanks every single soul that made my 18th bdae so memorable, it will always be remembered deep down in my heart.
10000000 thankyous can never express how much appreciation i want to say.

i love you people((((((:

present to mjluv!

from jenn

from aiai

from shyan baby

from mjluv

from insurance co ??!!

from ivy

from dad

from baby

from fishy, amanda, shyan ( i think so! )

from best

joluv!

the rest of the pics can be found at this link:
http://s311.photobucket.com/albums/kk476/kababoom/

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woke up and went to b's crib.

went to find alice until 3+.

lunch, prepared and train t town.

went over fep t see the original design of the shoe that i wanted.

b say tt this is nicer so decided to get this(:

everything i buy also last one! so irritating!

the sales girl help me wipe the shoe, looks alright to me so i bought it.

shopped around!

b says got a mysterious person who wana get me present too but he die die dont let me know is who):

neh mind!

will know it in a few days!

((((:

i miss my baby!

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school as usual.

very tired, cant wake up ):

it's benjamin's bdae today, ran down to food heaven t get slices of cake for him during the 5th group's ppt. hope faci doesnt mark me down! :C

sang bdae song and present the cake to him when 6p ends((:

my com didnt shut down properly, due to some unforeseen circumstances-.-

didnt on again, waited for b to reach w1.

went cwp in search of shoes for b's F1 thing.

didnt managed t get it thou.

trained home, super tired super hot weather!

i think i will have forbia towards cakes! especially cheesecake! HAHA you people know why :B

(will be uploading part of the pics. will upload the rest when i recieved them.)

for you,

idk whether i should really accept you, you know it's hard.

once bitten twice shy.

but seeing all the efforts you put in for my bdae, i know you really regretted.

but somehow, i cant removed the memories and pain you brought to me. i cant..

seeing you reminds me of her, im badly hurt, you know?

as you said 12 years of friendship, can you imagine how much pain you brought t me during that time, the words you utter t me? helping a bad friend t scold me?

do you still rem anot?

it's not that im stubborn and doesnt want to let go, if i have a chance, i still hope that nth happens, you will always be my precious.

you are always the one i brought out w me t join my family for dinner.

you are like a family member to all of us.

everything i saw, i thought of you first.

you are the one i dont mind treating for the rest of my life, did you even cherish your importance in me? i guess you doesnt know how impt you meant to me, really impt.

but why because of her?

i really dont understand.

i do hope i can accept you once again, give me time will you?

2008-09-14T22:36:00.004+08:00

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town with W34M.

it's definitely a new experience!

break fast, the food placed in front of us while waiting for the time to reach.

thanks for the awesome dinner!

hohohohohoho(:

arcade is rather nice.

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acc b to cut his hair,

imm for nail app.

bused to aunt's place to wait for the rest to reach.

cousin drive us to ntu's sakae.

it's really a nice place, ambience and all.

bean bags and fucking cute slip ons((((((:

they booked the private room, it's really nice. appreciated(:

had our fill and back to aunt's place.

mj and started indian poker.

sway until lao sai can. drank 1 red wine, 4 vodkas -.-

i will upload the pics when i recieved it alright!

poor me, when i saw their reaction, laughing off their ass + looking at me.

so i always skip my turn, never add alot.

the others keep adding, want me seh right!

half time! 1+am, b came after work t my rescue.

HAHA

by the time he came, im already sober up already.

because we started the game at 8+?

HAHA

can uh this family, drink for hours! tsk!

played 5 10 and indian poker.

this time round, b's hengness is acting up again, on me of cause!

HAA

didnt get punished too much.

this time round is karen, jervis and viven that tio the most.

the ones who saboed me! WAAHAHA

this is retribution!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this group of people surprised me with bdae cake!

actually i knew it, from their suspicious actions and facial expression!

finish off everything at 4+, walked over t karen's place.

bathed and off t bed w b (:

SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL THAT PLANNED THE ADVANCED CELEBRATION(:

karentan, raymond, jervis, grandma, viven, jenny, karenlim & kelvin

thanks for the sakae dinner, cake, wines, vodka, angbaos.

all appreciated! ;D

& thanks to ivy cousin for the present!

(((:

it's your presence that make it whole, thanks all!

MANY MANY LOVE!

this is how i spent my saturaday, how about you?

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woke up at 11+

washed up and went over t have breakfast w karen and raymond.

502 homed.

prepared and off t town w parents.

had lunch at food junction, tried the famous hokkien mee.

wasnt having great appetite, mayb cause of the drinks i had last night):

tummy upsettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt):

b came shortly after.

shopped around until 6, went paragon's ding tai feng for dinner.

xiao long baos is the sex!

love it!

parents bought longchamp for me,

bro settled the bill on his own!

HAA

fall aslp on the way home, too tired i guess.

tummy hurt me real much when it's about the reach home.

ran all the way home after alighting, torturing experience)):

till now..

painful ful ful ful..

because of this, i cancelled my plans of playing candles.

such a cold blanket, argghhh!

thanks papa mama & korkor!

I LOVE YOU ALL BERRY THE MUCHY!

HEARTS!

shall upload pics once i recieved(:

2008-09-13T12:22:00.002+08:00

i hate this feeling.

my parents scolded me for nothing.

this year is a fucked up year.

dumb enough.

what a nice gift before bdae.

thanks eh.

2008-09-13T00:43:00.001+08:00

10sep. Meijing, happy 18th!

12sep. Huiting, happy 18th!

12sep. Andy, happy 19th!

2008-09-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

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after school went best's place for mj session!

Ha, it's so long since we last mj-ed tgt.

we played real slow :B but it's okay!

cwp, waited for wh t finish his dinner, bought latte for mom.

hm, ate maggi.

bathed and prepare everything while waiting for mjluv t reach hm.

went downstairs t arrange the wordings (too bad! i didnt take any photos!)

after tt, secretly went up t her place and light up the candle and msq her t look down of the window and open the door!

HAA

gave her cake, presents and i went home.

was ard 12 already! oh my

went home and look at the wordings on the field from my place, it was so small.

but den it was so big when i arrange it! HAa

hope so can see it ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

a few of my light sticks cock up and die on me the last min.

argggggh!

luv, did you see the words?

im so afraid you cant see it eh)):

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woke up at 7.40 today.

i think my alarm didnt rang! or else is i press away :x

awoken by ai's call, thank god!(;

meet up shyan and fishy, reach sch on time

was in the lift w the faci, she still cant recognise me yo!

SO I WASNT LATE!

went t shyannie's class after sch t wait for her, her class ended so late!

screw all the facis!

initial plan was t meet and go home tgt, but ended up sitting at the stage and chatted for quite some time.

anw, we didnt chatted for so long already, kinda missssssssssssss!

trained home, fishy acc me till je! thanks!

meet up mommy at imm, dine at hk cafe.

first time try the pork chop baked rice there, it's awesome!

better than swensens, but it's always better to share baked rice with another person.

if not it will be kinda awful t finish off all.

will have the very "ni" feeling. ( if you understand! )

anw there's one very cheesepie uncle who complains about the sour tau huey, which my mom ordered too.

it taste very very normal, really!

dont know why make a fuss out of it.

plus he even insulted the staffs, saying that working in hk cafe must understand cantonese and about to understand eng and stuff.

you educated and rich, so what?

with a fucking nice personality that you have, even your wife feels so embarrased just now.

got money big deal?

even when customer is always right, you cant be so demanding.

the staffs got scolded for nth!

like wth!

i was telling my mom, if i were t work in a jap restaurant, tt means i have to speak japanese?!!

what a joke.. really..

what a person in singapore, seriously..

even the tone he speaks t whoever on the phone sounds so cheesepie!

as if the person owe him a billion or smth, feel like smacking him hard eh!

the tau huey really taste alright okay!

mother function -.-

over t pinc t book my appointment.

collect bro's jacket, bought studs again cause mine fall offfffffffff, like always.

walked home!

what a stupid rj...............

anw, heard that tmr's cognitive faci is very very bad ):

gave everyone a C on the first lesson.

so my classmates responded by asking the whole class to wear black top t sch tmr.

a funeral/protest colour!

HAa, we going for that indian faci's funeral. lol.

so bad, i didnt even see her before!

enjoyed my class(:

miss baby!

2008-09-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

090908

school's a bitch!
science faci totally opp alieen!
i appreciate you already, come back pls!

HAA

strict until my hand hair also stand uh!

plus super haolian one lei, ppl PHD lei :S

buay tahan sial.

want intro also not like tt la, we are more interested in your family, your personal info!

tell us your edu stuff, macham we are the ones hiring you like tt.

okay la whateva, i shall admit t fate tt you are my faci, the one giving me grades ):

after school, shyan's accompany.

combed the whole cwp to find that damn thing!

haha

finally found it at the mrt barang shop, cheesepie!

spend quite alot.. till then

bankrupt to the max

im so disappointed!
surprise failed!
shall be tmr den..

anw, i have decided on getting the blue lacoste instead, reason being.. easier t match?
lol, okay. im mad! i let you slice my fats off... for FREE! ;D

2008-09-08T20:54:00.003+08:00

070908

AT HOME, AT HOME, AT HOME!

NUA AND NUA AND NUA!

finally finished ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.

last 3 episodes on youtube.

hohooh!

xiao tian and qiao en finally get tgt liao, like finally -..-

HAA

cant get t sleep eh, fall aslp ard 12.30??

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prepared and went out earlier den usual!

still no bus.

cheesepie bus stop.

3 buses to je also not even a single one in sight.

from 7.30 must wait until 8am ?

WTF!

walked to je this morning, for like 10 mins?

haha

still have the time t wait for b at je.

my bag super heavy today, cheesepie!

duno what the hell i brought so heavy!

when im about to board 902, just 10 people away..

fishy called: hello! wana go eat brkfast?

me: wah lau i boarding bus liao, i thought i finally early today lei.

fishy: go la, got shyan and elly.

me: okay lor you faster come!

like so easy t change my stand one. haha!

because very long never see fish and shyan liao lei.

haha, see i so wei da! ;D

mc with wh, shyan and fishy.

elly didnt come cause she cant eat also -.-

after brkfast fishy ps us and went to find her friends. ( you cfm good!)

bk t class, everyone like so stun?

time check: 10am.

but faci just started wksht discussion..!

WTF.

but because of this im considered late only. nv NIFM

anw it doesnt make any diff.

meetup like 9 W34M peeps at galilee for talk cock sing song session.

bk to class,edmund doesnt need any help from team mates as he already have a few ppts on hand.

so i nua in class and form spider web.

after school, meet b and friends.

walked t wdlands, train home!

haa!

so excited to see my present!

it's a ll porter key porch, as i only have one key.

i decided to put my lovely ipod inside!

HAA

i think i could be better if it's cdg as it is around that price.

haa!

anw, im so happy forrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sat as well.

sat, sun, mon! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HOHOHOHO!

santa claus is coming to town!

2008-09-07T00:22:00.004+08:00

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so fast sep already, why so fast!!!! :C

my present for the month come already.

cramp until buay tahan, cant even get t sleep)):

over t b's crib, pillow fight, cuts.

managed t catch some sleep before the match.

watched the match, jacjac came. katek came shortly after.

back t b's crib, waited for him t wash up.

b went mj while i go home.

luckily i reach home before the rain! hohoho

very bored!

i dont want monday!

i want better this year,ihope.

anw, i got no plans for this year's.

only 14 w family, 15 sch & b.

yea, tt's all.

2008-09-05T22:37:00.008+08:00

SCHOOL REOPENS!

Day1

meetup fish,shyan and pravina at train station.

saw nurez and cute cute & cut their queue. HA

walked into the class, feeling very lonely and scared!

HAA, sat beside a pretty girl! her name is ann.

but our cb faci insisted on changing us to her groupings instead. damn :C

first day of school shoot us with a difficult problem statement. (at least for me it's hard)

after 3 weeks of holidays, i can say that all the things i have learnt in sem 1 is all forgotten.

my mind like damn blank, still have t do excel and vb codes. arghh!

felt damn useless in the group cause im of no help!

break 1 macham reunion at the airport!

haha

never see each other for such a long time, indeed miss the class alot(:

meeting such a big group is really a hassle, wasted like 40 mins?

haha!

but nevermind, as long we enjoyed each other company.

we shall buck up our time management!

i think next week will be going to W4 for breaks, to be fair!

really miss the times when we go for break tgt as a class and back t class late.

now, it really saddens me when we have t walk different way bk t class :C

train home w b.

the moment we reached the train station, it started t rain heavily.

& there's still a long stretch of people walking on the pathway.

lol

was too tired, fell aslp on the train.

raining, so decided t cab home.

b came my place and lepak for awhile.

but left for mj session w his friends.

Day2

waited for 20 mins for the damn bus!

b waited and he was late): sorry!

managed t reach class on time.

sat with the group w pretty girls! *grins

HAA, im not a prevert la okay.

faci's com was down & we can sit according to the arrangment as we are.

communication is much like culture.

oh ya!

den i mention that both ytd and today's faci are called karen?

one wong and one ong.

HA, so qiao.

but but, i like janice moreeeeeeeeeeeee.

communication faci is much of a red packet today, i know im bad.

my classmates thinks so too :B

white top, red belt, red pants,red bag.

woohoo@.@

i think my new class get along quite fast, mayb because it's sem 2.

2nd day, lq initiated everyone t write their msn add on the board.

i hope i can get well with my new class.

idk if anyone will feel weird as i ask for their bdaes.

mayb it's a virgo personalilty, organise.

ha lol.

i think im of no use today.

just a scribe for meeting 1.

den after tt didnt contribute much, mind damn blank uh. shitass):

holidays too long, im stuck at speaking eng.

BLANK BLANK BLANK!

im just bad at everything.

anw found out that my classmate bought her lacoste tote for $100 during mother's day.

awesome great deal! ;D

oh my oh my!!

cwp t buy stuff.

train home w b, meet up mom at imm after she collected her phone.

was rushing like hell.

dine at bayst21. had porkchop w apple sauce(:

still as nice as before.

home, nua to the end of the world.........................

Day3

amazingly skipped school today.

pretty bad i know, but cant resist the temptation of my bed.

especially when it's raining!!

haha

sleep until 3pm, is it convincing enough that im lack of sleep?

over to b's crib.

den to yuhua for his match.

kopitiam for dinner.

den went home.

wanted t order cupcakes from http://swiitbaking-cc.blogspot.com/, the september promotion.

but definitely not pink, shall be purple white.

but still considering........due t some reasons.

anw it's alice bdae today! (((:

upcoming ones will be:

september

10sep- meijing

12sep- huiting

13sep- herman W34M

15sep- jaime

17sep- benjamin W15J

22sep- trena W34M/ siti W15J

25sep- ziyue W15J

october

7oct- pravina W34M

10oct- rubini W15J

11oct- wenya W15J

12oct- joanna

17oct- johnson W34M

21oct- ann W15J

2008-09-01T23:50:00.005+08:00

Most dreams are pleasant or merely puzzling. Bad dreams or nightmares occasionally disturb the sleeper so that he wakes in terror. If nightmares persist, they should be discussed with a doctor. In the case of a child, persistent nightmares, which are sometimes night terrors, may be a symptom of an emotional disturbance in his waking life.

Dreams are accompanied by rapid eye movements, with the dreamer moving his eyes as though his eyelids were open and he was looking at objects. When a person in such a state awakened, he usually recalls a vivid dream, though of allowed to sleep on, he may not be able to remember dreaming once he wakes.

All humans dream every half hour, Dreaming is a normal and routine part of sleeping, though not everyone recalls their dreams when waking up. Although we all dream, no one is quite certain of why our minds perform this function. There have, however, been a number oftheories surrounding this phenomenon.

Regardless of the reason for dreams, having them is often an enjoyable part of the sleeping process. One fun and interesting thing to do is to keep a pad of paper and pencil near to your bed each night. Then, if you wake up during the night after having a dream, write down all of the details that you recall. Reading about your dreams the next day and for months to come can be an intriguing and fun experience. If possible, find someone else to follow this same practice and then share your dreams with each other after you have had them, it will sure to help start a very interesting conversation.

Does everyone dream?

Some people claim that they never - or rarely - dream. Well the truth of the matter is that everyone dreams practically every night of his or her life.
If they did not do so, then they would soon begin to suffer from all sorts of psychological ailments. For dreaming is absolutely essential when it comes to maintaining a healthy mind. The thing is that some people remember their dreams, whilst others do not.

The reason that some individuals do not seem to remember their dreams can be explained by the fact that during the course of a typical night, we all go through a cycle of four distinctly different levels of sleep. This is illustrated clearly in the below diagram.

What the diagram illustrates, is that between level 1 and level 2 of the sleep cycle, we enter a state known as REM (which stands for rapid eye movement) sleep. It is whilst we are in this particular state, that we experience the condition that we refer to as ‘dreaming.’

Figure Two. The Human Sleep Cycle.

It has been found through experimentation, that if an individual is awakened from sleep, whilst they are in this state. Then they tend to remember their dreams. Although the exact details of the dream usually quickly fade away. Whereas if they are awakened whilst they are in either level 3, or level 4 of sleep, then they are far less likely to remember the exact details of any dreams that they may have experienced.
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alright! enough of the dreams stuff.

went out with joluv today!

meet her at vivo, hokkienmee at foodrepublic.

the aircon there like freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee one -.-

went outdoor, sat at the audience seats there.

had heart t heart talk(((:

thou im not a good at consoling, but i hope after saying it out she will feel better.

i didnt make you cry hor!

shopped around, vivo like nothing t see eh?

topshop's clothes like WTF.

same goes t F21.

went t guess, saw one nice necklace, 50 bucks.

THANK YOU JOJO! Haaha (inside joke!)

when jo is trying out the curling stuff,

b video call me when he's out t meet qh.

haa! cuteeeeeeeee ;D

never meet him for 3 days, but can see his face also not bad.

you know why he can video call?

hhaa, cause ppl change phone liao ma!

not need t save after my bdae.

lepak at the playground there, watching how the children gallop on their horses.

damn unglam poses. haha!

dinner at the hk kim gary restaurant.

attracted by the potato variety of food! ehehe

have our bite there, shopped a little more and went off.

waited very long for that bloody bus.argh.

when alighting, the bus is so packed, almost cant get down the bus.

anyway, here's my collection of dreams i had ytd..

1st dream : in the temple, duno doing what. like as if im a member there. lol

helping out to prepare food?

outside the temple there's a lot of hamster, running around.

but it's for sale eh -.-?

saw one hamster squeezing into the toy car of another hamster because it doesnt want t leave it alone as it is being sold. so i assume it's a couple or smth. ha

den the one tt squeezed in is sooooo ke lian.

the head inside the car.

the body being squashed by the car door. but it's still alive, just tt cannot move.

awwwwwwwwww poor thing!

anyway the toy car is the like the house of the hamster.

okay finish, woke up and it's still dark outside.

2nd dream: okay short mrt dream.

b, ly and fel in the first cabin, they saw me alone den ask me go over.

fyi, there's doors for you to open before walking into the 1st cabin.

like those old kind of train design.

walked over, but stand at one side. cause ly and b chatting until so engross.

the only moment tt ly talk t me is when she saw batteries on my hand and ask me t give her.

den after tt me and b alight already.

by this time i wake up again, it's 7am.

3rd dream: icepop dream! rem when we are young we always eat the 30 cents ice pop?!

haha, this time round is my aunty, viven, jervis and me!

the mama shop still got sell half half icepop, means they help us break into half liao.

had a hard time choosing the icepop, but eventually settled on the purple one.

means is grape one yo!

okay, now i really weake up liao, 12:30pm.

cause of my alarm.

im very pissed off throughout the sleep, cause very hot! adjust the fan speed to max already still very hot!

weird dreams i had for the past few days!

2008-08-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

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at home, slack sleep eat watch tw drama,

slack sleep eat watch tv drama.

HAA, what a day.

310808

had a funny dream!

it started at 8.40am when im in yuhua secondary's classroom.

while waiting for the test to start at 9am, i was considering whether i should go to the toilet and pee.

HAA

idk why, but my teacher knows im urgent, so she ask me t go the toilet when it's about 8.53am.

i zoomed t the toilet, on the way there i also duno why i walked into my friend's class and she pass me a stack of extra exam papers. HAA. my friend say my class not enough exam papers -.-

LOL

i hurried t the toilet but i stood outside for a min.

it's so eerie and a few girls was standing outside the toilet too.

no one dares t enter. lmao !

so i decided t go to another toilet elsewhere with the girls.

haha and the funny thing is i went w a couple of lesbians.

ah eh oh.

we rushed all the way, den reached a qing dynasty place.

like the palace garden, we followed a whole lot of people, lining behind them, walkin slowly.

i think we are afraid of the guards over there -.-

HAA

finally after walking arcoss the bridge, we reached a place like comex IT show. LOL

WAHAAAHAHAHA!

finally saw a cafe, den a toilet beside it.

so we chiongggggggggggggggg to the toilet.

idk why i got so much to pee eh..

i think i must have drank a gallon of water-.-

i pee for like 15 mins haven finish.

the couple outside wait until buay tahan already. LAUGHS*

i still rem after i finish peeing, i still bath and change my clothes and wash the toilet before going out. WTF.

haha

i walk bk the way myself, back to the palace bridge, walk until so slow one those people. jam like no body's business.

hurried bk t my blk, saw fang fang and her friend so we walk up tgt.

she ask me why i came t sch den i told her i got test at 9am.

by this time, it's already 11am -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

den i suddenly woke up already.

never dream of how i get zero for going a 2 hrs toilet.

my dream like so fucking long. haha!

i scared of peeing when i woke up eh.

i scared i pee non stop -.-.

went lot, hk cafe.

den t granny's place.

ha, perlyn and xavier are there too!

played with them.

helped my mom recroup her loss. HAA

im such a nice girl!

anw, my ck tote is here already.

toodles!

2008-08-29T23:55:00.004+08:00

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Imm, post a reg mail.

awaiting for my CK bag to come! *grins

tabao food over t B's place.

watched his match.

macham big ant bully small ant. not fair!

ate supper, lepak awhile at playgrd before gg off.

waited 333 for ages, when it's going t come,

b suddenly vomitted.

run across the road, bought water and whole pack of tissues.

hah chua sai .

end up bringing alot of tissues home. HAA

just nice jinbao came over, so longbang bk t tg.

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out w b(:

novena to collect free $50 again!

over t cine, bought tics for death race.

lunch at BK, lemon barley taste like medicine -.-

haa, i think i damn sua ku.

cause i didnt know there's such a nice toilet inside the cinema.

HAA

deathrace is nice, but i hate the figthing part. so awful.

they are so cruel to manipulate the prisonsers.

HK cafe aftermath,

thick peanutbutter toast, pork floss porridge, steamed pork ribs.

((((:

& most imptly, HK milk tea!

love it!

too full to catch a cab imm, so i suggested to walk to fep area.

went taka, high end brands. HAA *inside joke.

over t dfs, b brought me around. ha.

dior perfume hur. HAHA .

RL outlet, only left w mini totes, really mini sio.

the new colours will only arrive during end of sep.

so cruel to me uhhhhhhhhhh!! ):

3rd floor, gu ci gu ci im cominggggggg!!

wallet or bag more impt? (:

waited for cab by the roadside but none came.

walked over t RP t Q up.

f the hotel rules, we Q for so long but hotel guest priority.

we are forming stones queuing up there already __

when we queue, there's lots of empty cabs drove past the roadside. bad enough.

been watching ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni these few days.

nice!

holidays is finishingggggggggggggggg. ahhh damn it.

anyway, i dreamt of something bad ytd night.

something so real and so scary.

please dont come after me, i never do anything bad!

im already feeling bad cause of my loss of moolahs.

dont come irritate me i tell you.

tt day out w mjluv, saw lacoste pumps with blue colour! but is the duno what shop selling.

lacoste outlet only selling the red one.

shd i get the red one or blue one?

asshole, now tempt me with another colour, making me so confused :S

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

hope b's feeling better.

goodnight(:

2008-08-28T01:44:00.004+08:00

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1+ went downstairs to lepak w b,jac,kw and qh.
back home 6am in the morning.
(:

woke up at 3pm, watch my tw drama and nua all the way till 6pm.
b came over shortly after.
watch b do his pp.
after tt help him clean his ears and cut his nails.
he complain not shiny enough. *_*
9+, went over imm to buy bubble tea.
b bought cupcakes for me(:
over t coffeeshop, da bao prata for b's dad!
suddenly very hungry den b gave his prata to me.
cause when i want to order again, suddenly got 5 groups of ppl go and order.
before tt like no business one eh. laughs*

okay now im here watching my tw drama since i come bk.
HAA, it's time to showcase our new classmates.
excited anot?!!
i dont hear any cheering lor, wah lau eh!
hyper abit lei, come on!!!!!

HAA
let's welcome E65C, b class

roll eyes*
only 4 ppl inside.
plus poor rapheal no picture one.
rapheal, i help you scold yandao okay!
HAA
b uh, you pon school until yandao doesnt include you inside the class liao.
must go fan xing okay. haa!

next up is W14L, fishy class

this fish dont know how to print screen one.
HAA

presents to you W35M.oh my lovely shyannie's class.

okay now is W45M, johnson class

it's W16G turn now, woonhsiung class

lastly.......
it's W15J, lao niang de class!

HAA, i find the girls good looking.

the guys . . .

slaps forehead*

~~anyway, i haven recieve shyan's one.~~

~~will update hers once i get it.~~ updated!

chill yo, have a good day ahead!

to be continued...

2008-08-26T01:43:00.007+08:00

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nothing nice to blog about,

nua at home for the whole day.

watching "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" for 7 hrs straight -.-

watch until very very tired!

for those who always dislike seeing me in long nails,

can laugh at my thumb already!

haha!

cause tt day mouth itchy-.-

den after tt when i buff to make it balance, it become even shorter.

thus, the unglam thumb):

it feels so weird getting to touch the tip of my thumb.

cause too used to touching my nails already,damn.

will it make it in time before my bdae?

haha! hope it grows fasttttttttttttttttttt!

rl tote is making me fucking confused!

why sg always so slow in getting their stocks one, amazingly surprising.

so disappointed and mad for not getting the tote))):

very very disappointed.

okay jump topic!

jump here!

b is ultra sweet today!

HAA

specially deliver the camera charger and bought me drinks thou he say he no $$.

((((:

hope your headache subsides !

but you still can lepak with the others now means okok liao uh.

ha.

((:

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b didnt come my place ytd lor!

cannot dig his ear!
:C

haa!

but he is coming tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!

shall dig dig dig and cut cut cut.

clean him thoroughly.

dirty asshole!

HURHUR!

today, towned with mjluv((:

lunched at fep.

over to paragon, taka.

both rl outlets left with 0 totes.

haa, awesome!

that means new one arriving soooooooooon ;D

watson, trimming.

went separate ways.

took 502a home, who knows that's the bus tt drive shorter route, skips alot of bustops,straight t bl.

like woaaaaa!

alighted at the first bustop right after the expressway.

cross the road and take normal 502 home.

waste my bus fare!

haha.

who ask me never see properly jiu board -.-

dot dot dot.

class is out!

W15J -.- -.-

most of the W34M people new class is at W3, W4.

like only me W1, loneranger :C

GG la sem 2.

))))):

2008-08-24T22:33:00.005+08:00

olympics finally ended!
YAY!

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lavender, collect passport.
bugis, lunch and lepak around.
raining is such a bad weather to shop around, damn):
saw angel working for cadbury, giving out free choco.
search up and low for places to lepak, horrible shit.
tiring!
by the time wh come, i think i sian 1/2 already.
spent all my moolahs on food and drinks today.
thanks shyannie for the ice cream! ;D
yummyyyyyyyyy!
walked over t haji, sup and collage.
wh bought his tees.
over t cityhall t look for superclique, too bad the shop moved and never open.
dinner at one of the chinese stall near ljs.
502 back to find baby.
find qh at yuhua cc, lepak lepak.
b send me home by cab & u-turn bk t home aftermath((:

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b's crib to nua((:
5+ ate curry mee,
meet qh at imm,ljs(: cravings!
lepak around, went to the pasam malam.
bought xiao wan kuay home :B
im home now blogging!
& watching ch 52, modelling.
so coooooooooool .!!

tomorrow,
B gonna come my place and nua!

i shall help him clean his ear! whahaa! :p

thanks B, for the things you bought! ;D
love.
((:

2008-08-22T01:51:00.003+08:00

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meetup ai at cityhall, bought her stuff at ms and head to town.

saw lacoste pumps retailing at lacoste outlet, like finally! hehe :B

acc ai to burgerking.

shopped at wisma a lil, walked over to cine to meet up bff & fang.

walked around, bff went collage t try shorts.

HL's tee is so tempting. haha

bff & fang subway-ed while i slurp on yogurt!

haha!

ly came awhile later, went over to heeren.

the sewage pipe at cine jammed/ burst or smth.

all the shit and urine flow out from the drain continuously.

fucking nice smell all around, phew!

sat down & shared iced choco w ai.

busy catching up and taking pictures! (:

just love it! ;D

love AI, BFF, ly and fang! ;D

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acc ai to clementi t do threading.

i back out last min, cause i hum la okay :/

hah!

walked around, & bought the fried banana bk for my family!

recieved my top already!

duper happy ((((:

i miss your LL face, my kb baby!

HAHA.

come back soon~

XOXO

2008-08-20T21:54:00.012+08:00

[SCROLL DOWN FOR MY LONGEST POST EVER! ]

oh im back from the most awesome class chalet(:

anyway, coasta sand become rp's kampong already.

at least 10 classes is over there, haha!

okay

let me briefly describe what happened!

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late afternoon, reached pasir ris.

went fairprice t get the essential stuff that the rest didnt buy.

waited till the ice melt, fish snoopy and calvin still haven reach-.

cabbed t coasta sands pasir ris.

nua and waited for the fire t start.

fetched my lovely pravina at 9+!

had some difficulties in btw. ha

here's the conversation:

me: where you?

na: there lor, at the pool there.

me: oh ok, you wait for me at the lobby.

na: lobby at where?

me: just behind the pool only -.-

na: okok i wait for you there.

when i reach the lobby, didnt see her.

me: (ring ring) Hello! where you? im at the lobby.

na: im at the lobby too, where you?

me: huh, sure anot. why cannot see you.

at this point of time, i thought what wh said is true -.-

abit dumb t believe him abt the "ghost cover eyes" thing.

me: walk to the pool, see if can see you anot.

na: ok, im walking over.

me: eh... i think i nv see anybody lei.

na: huh den how?!!!

me: erm..erm.. where you mann. (eeeeeye, getting so spooky here.)

na: i think i ask around den call you again.

me: okay i sit at lobby wait for you.

to be exact, actually pravina went to the wrong chalet.

she went to aloha loyang while we are at coasta sands. haha

i walk to the gate there and im so glad i saw her from a distance.

so i called her and ask her t walk t her left.

bring her to the chalet, everyone were surprised t see her!

my beautiful janice came, like a lil kid(:

she's not any normal faci you see in rp, she's amazingly lovely.

just so different, so unique and understands us inside out.

you can never find another faci like her, so awesome ;DDDD

she even bought durian puffs from emicakes, dont you agree that she's sweet?

gave my share to shyan cause im allergic t durian ):

i used to like it so much..but not anymore now.

ate 2 not fully cooked chickenwings by dizay. ha

so tt reminds me t go and cook the food myself!

haha! my food tasted f awesome right! say YES!

by the time already quite late, so didnt open the new pack of chickenwings.

bathed at around 2+am ? oh my :S

a bunch of them went for soccer, left with fish, snoopy, trena and me.

had our mini concert and exercising over there.

spell F-U-N~

until 5+am they still haven come bk, i started to have the "scary" feeling.

but after awhile shyan & johnson came bk.

waited for them to wash up.

when the rest came bk, we walked out to 7-11 to buy drinks for vodka.

the "scary" feeling become stronger and stronger when we are out on the streets.

kept real quiet till we are safely back t the chalet.

i knew i felt smth. but im bk safely, so no worries.

didnt know why i felt so terrible inside, so i gave in to vodka.

slept on the floor, had terrible blocked nose ):

but the floor really nice to sleep on :B

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slept at 7am, woke up at 12+pm.

like wow!

hha, went t eat ban mian cause im craving for it :P

bought lemon tea from kfc, cause lipton tea is always awesome(:

back to chalet, nua sai.

didnt really fall aslp cause was listening to music, and sang along in my heart!

ha.

went swimming!

but coasta's lifeguard is such a bitch, doesnt allow us t go down t pool w clothes.

walked over to aloha instead, the lifeguard is better, close one eye and allowed us to play w our clothes on.

played monkey in the pool, FUN!

shyan and fish piggy back me in the pool~ woohoo!

left at 7+, back to chalet.

some start fire again.

while some of us walked t dte.

was successfully physco-ed by the stall vendor.

stopped and decided t eat laksa! ;D

back to chalet, rest and take a shower.

nua, chatted some funny and nonsense stuff, played dai ti and i awesomely won 5 rounds in a row.

haha!

so proud of myself for the first time.

once in a thousand years okay((:

waited for the rest t finish bbq-ing.

and here comes our 2nd bottle! (:

played indian poker and 7up.

drank really lil today, damn sober.

a few went t cycle, and the awesome us chatted for quite a while.

visited toilet many many times tooo, and then we fell aslp.

fish kept annoyed me as i bring the bag t bed -,-

i know very big, but i need to hug smth to bed one.

dont ask me to hug you! HAHA

i kindly reject your offer *.*

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woke up at 10+, shower, prepared and went to mc for lunch.

some went off, thus the rest went to ehub to explore!

arcade, choco fondue, ferris wheel ;D

spend quite awhile there before heading home.

dinner w mom at imm.

met up w bro, karen and raymond for awhile.

bought green milk tea and went home.

and im here blogging.

im having difficulties remembering what we ve done over the past few days,

and i took like 1 or 2 hrs to finish this -.-

i know i slow poke okayyyyyyyyyy, dont need t remind.

i love you people;W34M.

you re the ones that motivates me to go to class everyday, i will never forget the memories we shared.

i will miss you all, i really will(:

to my fantastic-ly awesome clique:

it's always nice to have you(s) around, you are the ones that never fail t make me laugh so hard and go crazy.

really truely appreciated; for making my days in rp so wonderful.

like a dream, i can never thought of having such nice friends with me.

i earn this friendship and i will hold it tightly(:

my sem 1, so b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l !

some may never know why i appreciated them so much.

in the past, i lost someone so dear t me.

so now,

i learned my lesson, only trust and cherished the ones that are worth so.

((((((((((:

my fantastic chalet ends here, but our friendship continues((((((((:

i can never have enough of you(s).

baby,

i cant believe i miss you so much when im at chalet.

HAHA

alright, come back safely.

im safe, as usual! (:

love.

i miss:

joanna, huiting, jervis, jiabao, meijing, felicia, beatrice, jinyan, maragaret, esther, dylan, qiuying, shifu!

is my holiday sufficient to meet all of you? Ha

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2008-08-18T04:28:00.003+08:00

160808

love nuaing session!!

starbucks full, over t mccafe instead.

hot choco not nice one ;C

nice, we can crap anything under the sun.

hearts my shyannie baby!

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b's crib.

another nuaing session.

night, went imm to exchange currency.

but it's closed alr, walked hm.

passed cam t b.

b actually helped mom t solve the dvd prob.

hah, but after awhile no more light!

oh no!

b left home t rest.

1+, b cabbed over t tg w qh.

ate mee pok & lepak over there.

after sending me home, b walked home by himself.

b is now on the way t airport.

tkc b, have a safe journey.

love(:

W34M chalet 180808-200808.

hope it's a enjoyable one.

miss,
b, joanna, ting, jervis, jiabao, mejing, felicia, btrice, jinyan.

& my lovely clique.

2008-08-16T00:24:00.006+08:00

150808

hello baby, it's 26th already!

stop growing taller okay.

love.

novena towerA,carlsberg to redeem the cash.

bk to cathay, money not enough 2.

pretty awesome 8.5/10

oh my.

i will never ever ditch my parents.

the greatest happiness is not because you are rich,

is because you have your loved ones right beside you.

had the weird-est ban mian ever. haha

ban mian = green noodles?

haha, but almost taste the same.

silly bought tom yam ban mian cause he scared i doesnt want the weird weird ban mian.

hha, but still i finished it!

lepak around, nowhere t go.

town is forever boring.

spell b-o-r-i-n-g..........

bought slurpeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

bought tissue from this poor aunty,

did survey for a np student.

since we sitting there nth to do.

haha!

502 home!

long long ride, but at least we got seats.

sit until my stomach gone haywire.

pimples are driving me crazy.

mon's bbq will be a bomb i swear.

fuck the pimples!

neverneverland.

love b,

26th

uploaded.

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2008-08-15T02:07:00.004+08:00

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out with my clique(:

wo my retarded fishy thou.

caught journey to the centre of the earth, 9/10

before that went daiso for some marketing.

doraemon and la pi xiao xing biscuits (:

couple seat with shyannie!

comfortable & big enough for me to fold my legs up.haha!

lepak at mc for quite some time before heading home.

guess another one jumped mrt track or smth,not so sure.

but the train got messed up in a way or another.

luckily is not during the rush hour.

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b came over to eat prawn mee.

lepak awhile before heading to imm for green milk tea

cravingssssss! since sch holiday..

hate holidays la!

walk to imm hot right, hah!

purposely oneeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B

over t b's place, nap while loading kungfu panda.

had my concert over there,

HAHA! :B

i blow bubble gum got skills one okay!

HAHA

you cannot right ^^

teeheeeeeeeeeeee

the long text((((((((:

oh yea i kapok a few packs of mamee and chicken rings home!

hah

love,

26th.

unknowningly, it roll down the cheeks when you chat to me.

so happy yet sad at the sad time; confusing.

i'll miss teasing you in class, calling you out t toilet and lepak at the pantry.

my beautiful first friend in rp, appreciated(:

we (shyan & you) will still meet to go t sch right?

i know why i miss you so much, mayb cause you always mia while i still will meet up the others time t time.

no matter how far away our class will be, spare some time to meet me kay.

i miss you, retardedfish.

i never knew how impt you all are till we separated,mybad.

really badly missed, W34M.

2008-08-10T02:20:00.011+08:00

080808

free tickets!

it's been such a long time since i went for concert.

FIR(: quite okay, especially like the THANKYOU song ;D

faye is sooooooooooooo pretty.

subway before entering the concert, & the guard didnt saw subway sandwich when he already pull up the plastic bag -.-

raymond send us home.

playful us scroll down the windows panel and open the top window.

i think the designer that designs top window is dumb. aha

cause wind doesnt blow into in,ahhhhhhhhhhh.

uploaded part of the photos taken, shall wait for jer to send me the others.

fyi, it's me & jer's face only. never bring cam cannot take concert pics. haha

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coincidencely met zy on bus,

went fep to get my lapbag tgt

browse stage before we left t meet jac and co.

flipped the coin and decide where to go,

but lil did we know that fireworks finished already -.-
missed fireworks, seesha instead.

had fun over there.

very long never catch up with the girls, too bad ai wasnt there.

jac aka rich girl has all the bags i wanted to buy.

HAHA

but i given up longchamp, waiting for my rl to import the new colours.

hope it comes before end of aug, cause wh's friend quitting rl ):

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alright!

my day with mommmyyyyyyyyyyy :DDDDD

it's a fab fab day!

spend quite a bit today.

mommy say she can only bring me for mega shopping spree every 3 mths, but i think quite ok eh.

very fast will pass one! (((((((:

vivo with mommy ;DDDD

had our lunch at hbf coffeeshop.

started our shopping spree from mango!

teehee! ;D

me: you want me buy dress or tee ? both same price.

mom: of cause is dress la!

me: okayyyyyyyyyyyy !!

off to zara, dress size OOS!

mom: so now go where?

me: buy the tee lor, since no dress..

mom: oh okay let's go.

was stopped by diff sales girl promoting facial stuff, TWICE.

bought from the first one, so the second one sway sway kanna rejected.

hha

mom was stopped by another guy conducting survey for vivo, think got 8-10 pages of questions-.-

gave us a gloria jeans's coffee voucher.

but before that we just went to pacific coffee, so didnt redeem another coffee again.

iced choco is the love! ;D

over to crocs, mom bought slippers.

somehow i might manage to get my lacoste pumps, see how it goes.

HAHA!

lepak around & left t take bus.

hearts mommmy! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD

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school is fun((:
with janice around, almost whole class is present wo fail.

janice treated us canadian pizza, chickenwings bla bla..

niceeeeee but fattening!

almost teared upon singing the song, so saddening to know that we are parting, not seeing each other everyday for lessons.

i'll miss W34M (:

after school went w1 for green milk tea before going home.

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wanted to go school but the others wanted to go beach.

acc bro to imm to withdraw money.

meet up w calvin, wh, johnson, elly, shyan at cwp for breakfast.
went to take passport photo -.- ugly!

off to school to pass money for the porters.

cdg for $100, worth it or not ?

w4 for ppy smoothie! weetssss! love it!

back to our mj den!

HAHA

take turns to play, love the cooling weather!

train over t yewtee, make my way to victor's condo.

b bought me donuts from malaysia!

:DDDDDD

bbq, jokes and fun all around!

prank calls here and there. oh my!

laugh unillllllllllllllllllllll......

left around 10+, train bk t je and cab home(:

thanks baby & co for the day!

baby is the love! ;D

http://s311.photobucket.com/albums/kk476/kababoom/

maple story cum shan hu hai -.-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6cej0i-LhM&feature=related

maple story cum wo bu pei

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ae_F1jYI7Qo&feature=related

2008-08-07T00:36:00.005+08:00

green hearty ;DDDDD

iwantit!

enterprise, hardcore ppt.

did summary of all problems -.-!

town w my classmates, bought a cardigan ;D

finally found one to my liking(:

sausage & hk milk tea :DDDDDD

502 home, standdddddddddd all the way hm -.- expected.

why did my heart sank so deep down this time?

* selling porter shoulder bag & tote, interested parties please contact me.

thankyou.

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updated!

2008-08-04T20:31:00.003+08:00

science centre

haw par villa

x files

prom night

can i mention that i dreamt of yeewen & that prostitute for the past few nights?

damn it. dreaming of yeewen is fine w me, but why that prostitute? fuckit

(regarding the details of the dream, if anyone wants t know can ask me.)

that prostitute want to "make" my day right,nbcb.

what a dream -.-!

i woke up fucking crying & screaming like an imbecile.

i woke up late, bathed quite long, eat chee chong fan at home.

took bus late.

who knows tt salty fish also just take bus t cck only.

meet up w her, den shyan at woodlands.

super shag day eh, everyone is like falling aslp anytime.

lucky tdy we played games during 1st & 2nd meeting ((:

& as usual, with our favourite faci around, the atmosphere can never go wrong(:

used our "essay-like" worksheet qns for our ppt.

very hungry today, but as usual, it's another no $ day!

cwp w shyan & pravina.

both are influenced by me!

even pravina buys cupcakes for her mom's bdae.

haha!

left, after buying their stuff.

homed too early today, parents shocked -.-

enjoyed my "very xing ku bring home de cupcake".

HAH

LOVEIT! :D

very tired day!

went toilet 3x just now -.- bad tummy!

i have pain eyes now, i wana watch ch 8,9pm.

den off to sleep.

bye.

dont pets<- on my toes.

2008-07-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

am i suppose to blog out how im feeling now ?

worrying that i might lose one or another of my luvs one.

life's too fragile to hold.

i always used to think that we should live our lifes relax-ly, and i think sometimes,somethings i took for granted.

mayb now, right at this moment, the cupcakes ard me is the ones tt is important.

i try t meet up all those lovely cupcakes one by one.

im trying, give me time.

i hate to know the fact tt im separating from this lovely class soon.

even though i rlly dislike some of them, but still..

i love the majority.

i wonder how my sem 2 will be.

will i still be as looking forward t sch as now ?

when im abt t say bye, you hold me back.

2008-07-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

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updated!

2008-07-25T12:00:00.003+08:00

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

Virgo makes a perfect match with capricorn and pisces.
Are you one of them?

oh yea, i meet up w jer ytd after having my stuffs done!

cotton on is disappointing :/

jer tried her formal top too, but to no avail.

meetup w fish after jer left.

to get shyan a surprise bouquet (:

hope she likes it alot!

cause i bring it hm and to sch. not easy ok!

was pouring heavily ytd on the way hm :/

oh im the first to reach class today!

im like taking so many things on hand, & wearing a skirt for the 2nd time.

HAHA rare uh.

im feeling so wed today cause like the whole sch, class is so empty.

even the LT also nobody Q -.-

im feeling hungry :x

im pissed by the se cable, transfer pics also hanged my com umpteen times -.-

& the whole point is, my pics are still un-transfered.

got to wait till tonight, use my card reader t do the job.

i think all the maths ppt is the same, same graph same representative. lol

thurs & fri is my lepak lepak day ((: tks uh!

oh, & im still so shocked by the death news, read the past few days newspapers.

she's pretty, young.

there's so much for her to do in the future.

but why?

chubby is down today, ah uh.

it's a boring friday! cause im not gg out. haha

im gg t b's crib for nua-ing session . lol

but im gg for a secret place tmr!

looking forwarddddddddddddd (((:

2008-07-23T09:24:00.003+08:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

So love the people who treat you right.

Love the ones who love who you are.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life, let it.

God never said life would be easy.

He just promised it would be worth it.

oh yea, let's start from monday (:

spell F-U-N!! (:

but wasnt functioning well, was drowsy after popping pills.

den my chubby fish went down to get me her favourite teh o for me. haha

awwwwwww so sweeeeeeeeeet!

HAHA

was supposed to go hm and rest after sch, but my luv can only make it today.

so i changed my plan despite the fact that im sick.

meet my luv is important!

plus she needed me so much at the moment ((:

bought cupcakes for luv & myself!

ultimate cuteness :D

taste very nice also!! AWESOME(:

i simply love her company! :DDDDDDDDD

tue!

after 2nd brk, almost died off in class.

flu and cough until jialat jialat.

think is sherman leopard de bad virus pass to me -.-

couldnt resist the temptation of green milk tea!

but i dont think there's any difference btw cold plain water.

cause i cant taste anything -.-

called mom t prepare porridge for me, she added alot of ingredients.

den i told her, patient eat like tt one meh.

den she say, you patient meh ? oh you want those plain porridge huh, tmr la, tmr den cook for you.

-.-

like duh!

if not patient, what for suddenly wana eat porridge. HAA

wed!

during brk 2, went over to surprise chewling w a cake.

the atmoshphere in the class is quite awkward.

cause there's so many unknown ppl over there :S

fuck enterprise!

bias shit.

i screwed my ppt, insane mode :C

b fetched me at je, over t imm to get cupcakes!

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! (((((((:

walked hm.

had tiff in btw, cause im quite irritated by my mosquito bite, thus my f up attitude.

whateva it is, im easily pissed so dont irritate me further.

oh fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk enterprise ut!

forgotten to bring hoodie and calculator.

rushing for the earlier bus, run like a mad -.-

i screwed the easiest ut on earth!

imbecile.

even refilling water in bottle also nv put properly.

refill until bottle abit melted. fuck laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

no water t drink.cbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb

update ltr!

2008-07-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

update soon..

sick until jialat jialat.

2008-07-18T13:42:00.004+08:00

ipod dying = me dying.

cause no ipod is horrible!

animal biscuit is sold out ):

bought wang wang instead.

feeling lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

my place or out ?

aha!

continue---->

well, class is always relaxing with best best around!
cause all the problem will be solved in a min!
haha, so the rest of the team mates will be slacking.
im only in charge of editing the design of the slides! HAHA easy job, i'know!

after class, while everyone is thinking where to go
they started disturbing ql, then.. zero point. HA!
wh, elly, shyan jumping around outside class :B

off to cwp for BK,
pravina over to my crib.
she took some tops, belts & bags hm.
send her to the busstop, bathed.
some here i am blogging!

B is sick, headache,
bestbest having flu,
shyan having flu + cough,
pravina having cough

i think my loves around me is all down w virus!
awwwwwwwwww, takecareeeeeeeeeee!
hugs*

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2yr, zoo, hk pics all here.

2008-07-17T09:38:00.004+08:00

Rules:

Bloggers that has been tag has to post 10 random facts or habits about themselves.
And at the end of it, bloggers has to tag ten peeps to do this quiz :)
and of course tell them they have been tagged.

Okay- 10 random facts/habits about myself.

1. i like to drink lemontea/ icedchoco
2. i dont like motorcycles driving past me at night, (hate the sound)& my goosebumps will appear like nobody's business.
3. i dont like gasy drinks
4. i always take 2 straws for my drinks
5. i like to take long rides and indulge in my ipod(:
6. i like to celebrate birthday for my friends cause i want to let them know they are loved
7. i weight myself everyday at hm
8. i like to shop online
9. i like to eat mc fries wo salt
10. i like to smell things

now, nominate 10 friends to do.

Jiabao

Jer

Fel

Jinyan

Beatrice

Shyan

woon hsiung

i dont think there's any more friends who has a blog?

haa

~~i think you are nice enough to take photo,chat and play online games with her, but not me.~~

~~on our ani somemore.~~

WELL DONE!

igotnthmoretosay.

2008-07-15T22:44:00.008+08:00

hello sunshine,
it's boyf & i 25 monthsary.

actually it's disappointing knowing that both of us actually forgotten abt it.

us, whom always look upon this day of the mth; yet today we made it less significance.

Nevertheless, i hope for the next better one.

debate in class, fucking scary. dont like it.
after sch, family feast at kfc ((:
sinful indulge :/

over to lib for alibaba sessions, plus i thought i thought...

okay nvm..

labels all over the net, there's so much to go.

lemontea is the love!

joanna, btrice, mj, jb, jer, ting, fish, shyan, pravina, jy

leave a tag and let me know you re reading,
thou i know some are working thus no access t internet connection.

i miss you all.

you(s) made my simple day yet another memorable day, for me.

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2yr, zoo, hk pics all here.

2008-07-14T12:57:00.008+08:00

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with,

never saying a word,

and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

((((:

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable

totally dig my chattin bestie! :DD

sch isnt fun, but my classmates are (((:

i like the animal biscuit! i always buy tt during my sec sch, aha!

whenever i see wh, i will think of the pushcart joke,HAHA :B

tummy isnt feeling good right now..

continue--------->

okay this is what shoba commented.

Hi Jaime, RJ: a very logical analysis of the RJ qn. Yes conflict does happen for a reason.
You are so right, ", nobody will reject being loved" :)
*You were a little quieter in class today. Wonder why?

fuck you ok, seriously fuck you. i talk so much in class today.

if i nv talk den you will say that you thought i didnt come today right?

sucks icecream!

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i like guys to wear like tt.! niceeeee

but not that cap la, haha!

but i think it's quite a normal dressing for guys, like what my bro commented.

but need to choose nice tees and black plain berms((:

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

The girlfriend of the SAF man who died in Brunei.

Looking back to her June's entries, it's so heartbreaking.

i cried.

cherish & treasure everyone.

pls dont let me lose my loves one, it's hard to go by.

2008-07-13T00:22:00.003+08:00

thursday!

went off after ut :x

feeling bad ps-ing my classmates but i wana try seesha ://///

meet up w him, jess and co.

cwp bouquet for lunch, bought tics for hellboy II

over to haji for seesha & some very CRAZY game :xxx

double apple is niceeeee~

they mixed fish & chips, chilli, mint tea, tar tar sauce and mint tea leaves.

HAHA

we played 7 up!!

actually it's like the mutiples of 7 and whateva no that has 7. eg: 17,27

tt's when you have to say UP!

crazily superstitious, it's always the mixers that get the punishment.. HAHA

like inhaling the other person's smoke near mouth t mouth.

drinking the very awful drink :/ yuck!

but overall, it's FUN being w them ((((:

friday!!

VB day :C

actually it's another lousy day but we got the VB pro transfered over to my team :DDDD

i think yazid is angry! haha

starting is alright, but ard 2pm, the whole atmosphere become very tensed up

especially the VB pro. hhaha!

but still, VB pro managed to solve all the codes ! :DD well done!

newton newton after sch(((:

tt's a place i wanted to go for a very long time. ( which someone was supposed t bring me there hor)

everything is awesome!

just that we are sort of cheated for the LALAS!

i think every stall also same one la.

put alot shells only. damnit!

over to luckyplaza, they played pool, i played psp!

freezing cold over there, almost become snow girl!

hahaa

doro brought me to the arcade, tt's when i enjoyed myself playing the games :D

ty fish, i know you know im bored :B

cute cute and wh run down the escalators, challenging each other.

haha

& cute cute won!!

everything is nice today, just tt i dun like ppl to piak piak me so hard. wth

sat!!

woke up awfully late today :/

waited for 502 until quite piss off cause im late!

&& the worst thing is i stand all the way till i alight. mf right?

lunched, heeren, hancock, fep, wisma, paragon, taka, shaw tower :D

shopped till i drop! ((((:

tt's why i got new targets again :/

smtimes i will feel remorseful for buying the same item over and over again.

i cant count how many pumps, sandals i have.

& i only have one feet, kao eh i need to control.

elly asked me why i need so many bags.

haha! true true, but more bags the merrier? !!

haha

ok crap, im just finding an excuse to buy something.

my mommy is transferring all my $$ to another acc, shit!! )))):

cause i only take my atm card from mom when i have t buy ex present.

& tt's when i can also buy my own stuffs happily, once in a while i can do so only!

so i just buy buy buy none stop.

stop saying im rich okay, im not :/

i think my classmates are awesome!

their friends worked in RL and porter ((((((((((:

crazy staff discount they have!!!

temptedddddddddd~

HAHA

i think i have great influence to my classmates, i felt bad actually.

i felt tt i made them think the image, label is v v impt.

which actually doesnt apply t everyone.

cause DPDP right ?! ha

& tt stupid wh keep saying i dont shop fep one, only shop branded shops.

like wtf?! i hoped im rlly one tt shops branded shops only but im not okayyyyyyyyyyyy.

dont label me as one already la -.-

im having financial crisis now, ahem ahem!

shawtower for some alibaba sessions, damn hilarious :B

anyway, saw qy and jason at town today!

jason is serving sg now, nice seeing him (:

2008-07-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

alrighty.

totally dig tom yam cup noodles :DDD

so many of them acc me to eat tt, HAHA

(((:

banana smoothie has become a need for me, everyday.

centrepoint lacoste, polo tee for daddy.

over to surrender to see if the lanyard is instock, but to his assumption. it's not available yet :/

fep, pumps again..

basement, bought sausage w mashed potato and hk milk tea :DDD

niceeeee, my dinner!

over to mango, intially wanted to get white tank top.

but end up getting black top (last piece) and a 3/4 pants.

which this is when we started our argument again.. .. ..

side note:
im a happy girl today!

cause my daddy is happy after recieving the top((:

& i recieved my tops that i ordered online! double yay! :D

mango pants is the loveeeeeee :B

black tank as well :E

black pumps black pumps !!

HEHE

mono colours -.-

b say tt all my clothes are the same -.-

all black, only some more buttons.

but NO!

it's not the same!

some got frills, some longer, some got no buttons! HAHA lmao

2008-07-07T12:23:00.003+08:00

8 Ways To Handle An Argument
by Jennifer Good

Let's face it, no one is perfect. No matter how hard you try, or how loving and respectful of a couple you are, you are bound to get into a disagreement once in a while. With a few tips though, it doesn't have to be something that can harm your relationship. The next time you feel an argument starting to form keep in mind these 8 ways to handle an argument!

1. Give your partner enough space to voice his or her concerns.
I'm sure you hate it when people interrupt you; give your partner the same respect -- even if you don't agree with what they are saying.

2. Make an extra effort to really understand what you partner is trying to say.
It is very easy to fall into the trap of thinking you know what they are saying, when in fact you may not have a clue. If your partner feels like you understand what they are saying, you'll find a way to end the argument far more quickly.

3. Don't say something you'll regret later.
Always consider your relationship like a glass. It is sturdy, tough, beautiful and clear when taken care of, but if it is mistreated or mishandled it can end up scratched, cracked or even broken. Take care in choosing the words you say when you are in the heat of the moment.

4. Don't bring in past woes.
The past is the past... let it stay there. If you dwell on past occurrences, you'll never find a solution for the future your partner will feel less loved and respected, and you will always feel negatively towards your partner. People make mistakes. Give your partner the chance to recover from them, and encourage and support them when they make the right choices.

5. Learn to compromise.
If you can learn to compromise, you'll find yourself in fewer disagreements. If you don't like something, then agree with your partner to find some middle ground. This also applies the other way. Be willing to come up with alternative solutions for things your partner doesn't like as well!

6. Realize that no matter what you say, you both may not agree on the issue at hand.
An argument is typically started because you want someone to agree with you about something. You think that the other person must not know all the facts, so you begin to explain it to them. The more your partner still disagrees with you, the more upset you usually get. But, if you realize that sometimes it is best to just let yourselves agree to disagree -- you'll show your partner that you not only respect their opinion, but respect their individuality as well. You never know, maybe later on they (or even you!) might change their mind.

7. Make a commitment to talk about the situation until it is handled.
It's far too easy to run off and avoid your partner, or give them the silent treatment. Instead, make a commitment right now to each other to respect each other enough to work it out -- even if it takes all night. Nothing is unsolvable when you are working together to truly find a peaceful resolution.

8. Make your relationship with your partner your first concern when you are in the middle of a disagreement.
This does not mean bend over backwards for them or compromise your integrity. Just keep in mind that the person you are arguing with is your best friend, lover and soul mate. If you both keep that at the forefront of your mind in an argument, it will keep what matters most away from cruel words or intent -- your heart!

Finally, I leave you with one thought on preventing arguments. Let your partner know exactly when something upsets you. I've found that many people tend to not speak up when something bothers them, thinking that it is trivial to mention it. Unfortunately, what happens is after repeated times of not speaking up, some small occurrence happens and it ends up being the straw that broke the camel's back. The other partner, more often than not, has no clue what they are upset about and therefore thinks they are over-reacting. If you find yourself in this situation, deal with each thing as it happens. Don't let things build up until you explode.

Assignment: Get a journal. Every time you see something you don't agree with or don't like, write down everything about the incident or situation. Include when, where, exactly how you feel, etcetera. Then write down at least three solutions to the problem. If you find a way for you to fix the situation on your own, do it. When you need your partner's help, find a time to sit and talk about it with them. By writing in your journal, you'll have released many of the emotional feelings surrounding the situation or incident. This will allow you to have a calm discussion with your partner.
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Anyone trying to attain a disagreement free relationship is looking for a Utopian ideal they'll never find. No matter how hard your efforts, you're going to disagree about something your partner says or does at least a few times. The attention you give to avoiding arguments would be more wisely spent learning how to make the most of a disagreement.

Many people compare life to a game that we play. If life is a game, then arguing is one tactic of playing that game. Since you know at some point you're going to be involved in a disagreement with your partner, it makes sense for you both to learn the rules of this particular area of the game. Let's face it; no one truly enjoys being upset. If you're arguing you can't be loving. These argument guidelines were created to help you discover what the disagreement is really about, handle the problem and get back to loving each other.

Listed below are guidelines you should both agree to follow.

Consider them your rules of engagement.

1. Don't talk if you're too emotional about the situation.

Things you say in the heat of the moment have a way of leaving a damaging mark on your relationship. Instead of lashing out while you're still emotional, go out and take a 10 to 20 minute walk. Getting away from the situation will help you cool off and gain a much-needed new perspective.

2. Leave the past where it belongs...in the past.

It is a natural tendency to want to compare current situations to other situations that may have occurred in the past. It gives us our sense of security and pattern in life. Unfortunately, no one wants to continually be reminded of their past wrong-doings. By bringing up everything you don't like about them or what they've done, it can emotionally push your partner away from you. Who wants to be around, or open up to, someone who only makes them feel bad about themselves? Keep your disagreements about the problem you are actually dealing with at this time.

3. Take turns relaying your viewpoints.

Let one person say what is bothering them first. Then, let the other person rebuttal or give their viewpoint. Continue until you both feel like the other person has understood what you're saying. Remember though, just because your partner may not agree with you does not mean they didn't hear or understand what you're saying. The goal of a disagreement is not to bend the other person to your thoughts or side of the story. It is to come to an agreement, mutually, that benefits all people involved.

4. Try to really understand your partner's viewpoint.

It is so easy to get caught up in how we have felt wronged, that many times we forget to truly take a look at the other person's viewpoint on the situation. Really put yourself in their shoes, and see how you would have acted differently in the same situation. More often that not, you'll find after an honest look, you would have done the same thing.

5. Find a solution to the problem together.

Once you've both identified that there is a problem, and what the exact problem is, you need to come to a solution that benefits each other. To do this, each person should be responsible for coming up with a solution they feel will end the problem. Share your ideas and agree to a compromise, if needed, to the situation.

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2yr, zoo, hk pics all here.

2008-07-06T00:51:00.006+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your Favorite Ice Cream Flavor
Chocolate:

You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making.

How well do you get along with others?
Here is the analysis:

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Jealousy Test

You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.
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went queens very very late cause b wanted to have a serious talk :/

over to ikea for meatballs spagetti & chicken wing!

DELICIOUS :DDD

then, to queens to find the shorts.

but only left size L, so i got the other piece instead.

cab t commonwealth mrt, meet up w jinyan.

and he left for trg.

waited 354 for almost 20 mins??!!

was late for the event cause of this :/

when we reach there, we still wondering if this is the event cause it looks more like a clubbing place to me. haha!

joluv is pretty pretty nice nice :D

thou she didnt win the contest but she's always the best in my heart (((:

the event is pretty ok except tt there's no chair!

left the event earlier, bought fudge madness from emicakes.

brought it all the way bk hm, idk why but alot ppl keep looking -.-

cannot buy cake meh??!!

chat all the way w jinyan((:

it's very nice to have a friend staying near you!!

cause we can alight at the same mrt stop, take same bus, alight at same bus stop.

like accompany you hm like tt. haha (:

jinyan says im nicer w long hairrrrrrrr ):

my brk fast and dinner today is maggi mee :/

HEHEEHE.

因为我相信 is nice (((:

2008-07-05T00:09:00.006+08:00

You are Purple Sheep, who is gentle toward people, and likes to take care of others.
You are kind and possess graceful attraction.
You will not oppose to others, and no matter what, you always take a passive attitude.
You don't express your inner emotions easily, and will not actively lead others.
You tend to always take a safer path, and are rather timid.
You will not do anything adventurous.
Your type of women tends to have high aspirations, and hold huge expectation and ideals toward others.
Therefore, in contradiction, you may be feeling dissatisfaction on the inside.
Your personality is very cautious, and have observing eyes.
You are good at reading other people's minds and feelings.
And you don't get wrong.
You tend to manipulate people by using talent.
You are also very intelligent and have great kowledge.
You are always thinking of interests, before acting.
You tend to be rather temperamental person.
And once you make up your mind, you don't easily change, and can be obstinate.
Although you value relationships with others, you also like being on your own.
Therefore you may suffer from your own contradiction.
Although you are a passive sort of person, you do possess perseverance and are a person of action.
Once you are on fire, you show unbelievable energy.
You like dressing up, so you are suited to follow your career than staying at home.

Go try it,
http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

I think i suffer from dissatisfaction and contradiction. eyyee :/

you mian at 496, tummy pain:/
cold war all the way, nv even utter a single word.
mj luv and dickson came.
patch bk w him, took bus hm w luv.
chatted all the way till 10+
it's just rlly nice chatting w her,& the time just pass so fast wo us knowing.
a kind of affiliated fate brought us tgt once again.
she's the one, the one who knows me thoroughly.
i rlly appreciate the times we had, imiss.
thankyou luv, for being there for me (:

im trying, trying hard to gain it back.
you are in this situation before, so pls give me time?
i need you to gain back my trust and love.
but time and time again, you quarrel w me over small stuff.

you always say you are easily floated away, i know.
cause you floated off twice,the dirty truth.
you need to show me you are on ashore, with me.
just needed some assurance.
im sorry tt i initate THAT for your china trip, im afraid i will just lose all my trust for you.
y'know, once bitten twice shy.

roses w words" im sorry", you seen before?
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shit ass!
im such a bad daughter.
my dad ask if im free on sat, sun.
but both not free, thinking tt he's just asking as usual.
but till my mom came hm, she said :" sun is your bdae right? but i think nobody free"
OMG! i felt so bad :/
gonna buy him a cake tmr and cut cake on sun after my work,
den celebrate on mon night when my bro comes bk from camp.
i dun like belated celebrations, somehow i felt the broken pieces of hearts falling.
im sorry dad ))):

or shd i just skip my work on sun?? :/

2008-07-04T16:24:00.003+08:00

Photobucket Album

2yr, zoo, hk pics all here.

2008-07-03T09:53:00.004+08:00

i have something silly to share!

ytd night, b secretly went over to IMM, thinking that there's famous amos over there and he wanted to get me a cupcake as a surprise.

but due to his so-tongness, he called and said: " eh, IMM no famous amos one meh?"

HHAHA

okay silly thing 1.

today morning, supposed to meet his classmates for brkfast.

He was at my hse downstairs waiting for me, but he didnt realise i was alr at the bus stop till he rang me up. aha!

okay silly thing 2.

want to buy cupcake, dont have!

want to fetch me, nv succeed!

HAHA, silly asshole.

big brkfast w his classmates, walk to sch tgt.

nonsense class of his! HAHA .

jes VS aaron :B

i need shopping badly, but most imptly i need moolahs moolahs!

fred perry pumps is the sex mann. but just cant make up my mind to buy it :C

SPONSORS is highly recommended (((:

HAAHHA!

my nails is like cuttin everyone eh, haha but i dont care la.

got to paint it soon :DD

i cant believe i lost the new stud (still in packaging) twice!

how silly can i be.

everytime when i wana wear den i realised i lost the pack.

asssssssssssssssssshole

good night humans

a bunny tooth for all!

2008-07-02T16:07:00.004+08:00

(2 years 17 days)

We need not use words to express ourselves.

We both know, but sometimes we say hurting words,

and you do things that hurt me so badly.

And we both know that even so, after all that has happened, im wishing i had better tolerance.

I still love you, you know fully well, i've become so used to you.

So dependent on you, that having the thought without you , i feel like so handicapped.

I think im a loser, but i wish you were still the same like before.

your text hit me real hard to think of everything.

tears and heart ache filled me, im confused.

Im down the whole day when i get to know that you re prepared.

have you ever wondered why will you regret when someone leave/dies?

it's because you hasnt been cherishing and treasuring that someone.

i need cupcake now):

2008-07-01T12:29:00.003+08:00

okay, back to some updates.

ytd's culture is fun((:

faci is high on med so she need us to hyper up the class.

but everyone seems so dead on a mon morning :/

so janice gave each of us a piece of paper w names of our classmates.

it's pure coincidence that my piece of paper is doro's name -.-!!

haha.

when johnson describe me, the others was guessing "elly, jaime, shyan"

but after a while, janice told him to use one more word to describe.

:"high class"!

lmao, everyone said my name. aha high class ?? o.0?!

okay la, i will be delighted if it's rlly true.

old woodlands to alter their pants, eat abit at the coffeeshop.

walk ard, back to cwp.

mc, chit chat .

bk hm . aha!

i need a lanyard.
porter one also can.
HAA
i need to stop my way of spending :/

2008-07-01T10:00:00.007+08:00

The happiest people dont necessarily have everything; they simply utilizes all the potential in what life has to offer.

Happiness awaits, for all the tears.

For the sufferer,

For the one who searches,

For the devoted ones.

Because only people who care, can appreciate the importance of the things that leaves traces in life.

sidenote!

this morning, mom suddenly ask me to get my cousin to buy that porter bag i wanted to buy but didnt bought it that time, as my bdae present!

HAHA

but i guess i still have a few mths to wait for new designs to be launched.

$114 or $14.90 ?

awesome! purple vs red. hhaa

(click for larger image)

2008-06-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

too many things happening.

in the mind of confusion.

anybody help me? ):

hoping that money starts rolling in soon..

there's too many things i FEEL like buying, but considering..

nights human,

tmr is blackies day :/

working at a place i hated most, but for the sake of ~~money~~

2008-06-26T09:53:00.002+08:00

seriously i dont understand anymore...

RestInPeace.

you know you have so many friends out there missing you, loving you.

refer to:http://angyongwei.livejournal.com/

2008-06-23T15:31:00.002+08:00

okay im back!

im loading the pics into photobucket now. . . .. . .

im having sudden thoughts after today's lesson.

BETRAY?

this word sounds harsh ..but..

why is it always best friend?

why...

it is a curse that we cant avoid?

or is it because a best friend knows you best?

so now,

i dun wana keep a best friend.

pardon me,i just cant accept the fact.

im not sayin i wana ditch my bff away alr alright(:

such a emotional topic to discuss.

cruel shit.

respect BGR?

cool point! ,claps for the guy's grp.

sun,

work at lil india, giving out flyers.

i think blackies are nice ppl except tt the look at you in a very wrong manner -.-

but when the sun sets, you cant rlly see them clearly.

plus sun alot blackies, then they just rush ard,pushing..

felt abit molested over there -,- lol

im achin like a old woman now,haha!

but i think next week im still working if still need ppl((:

2008-06-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

when i close my eyes, bend my knees and lie my head on my knees.

i can feel that im turning 360 degrees repeating over & over agn. ha

sounds so funny..

my damn toe and finger nails chipped like nobody's business-.-

it's damn short now )):

a nice nice day w nice nice ppl ard((:

didnt know im sick till b initate to bring me to the doc.

bad stomach flu, terrible :/

tks for all the care & concern you ppl gave(:

& tks for scolding as well, you think im not awake right!

monday you all shall DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :B

cranky mood~~

headache like mutha fuck la

gg rest now since b is stayin at hm

((((:

nights everyone!

2008-06-17T23:29:00.006+08:00

sometimes i wonder..

p.s/ pics will only be updated fastest by next week.
com lagggggggggggggg like fuck.
macham tortoise -.-
even zipping pics also take 1-2 hrs -.-
lag until want die alr right?
caannot tahan la, com dead :/

a story to share...

"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.

But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.Dew came into my life.It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs.

Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wifesaid, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she wasunhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.

At themoment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’sbody. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away fromher. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said.She sat down and ate quietly.

Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and inthe month s time we must live as normal life as possible.

Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and shedidn t want him to see our marriage was broken.She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, I remember .

You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain.

From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on mychest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.I didn t tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her.

Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not becauseI was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain.

Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.

I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not becausewe didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since Icarried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry.

I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out everymorning until we are old."

2008-06-16T20:43:00.004+08:00

fri,

watched kaixuan vs whye nan.

thou kx lost, but with pride.

i guess xiao dui also enjoyed playing the last few mins, ha(:

sat,

advanced celebration for our 2nd yr :D

marina for movie, the hulk(:

carls junior is a nice recommendation for extreme big eaters!

shopped for presents but to no avail.

over to watch tong whye's match

lost, but i know they can do better(:

over to mw for outback steak :DDDD

the fries and bushman bread taste like heaven!!

disappointing was that the steak is served cold but the taste is there.. hmmms

cabbed hm while B go for mj session again.

sun,

B's place(:

match at SBC against qianxi, won.

lunched at aljunied and went over to take singapore flyer :DDDDDDDDD

DOUBLE YAY!!! :DDD

B's friend, aaron, who is working over at singapore flyer managed to get us a private cabin((:

hehehehe!

the cabin infront and behind of us is like damn full, ard 10 ppl. HAH!

THANKYOU AARON!

camwhore like crazy inside the capsule, flashes!

build a bear at the bear shop ((((:

total coolness!

1. chose a bear skin,

2. chose a voice record,

3. stuff the cotton,

4. each take a heart, make a wish and stuff it inside the bear,

5. clean the bear w blowing wind & a brush,

6. choose apparels for my bear bear,

7. and then.. acessories,

8. complete the information & a birth cert of bear bear will be printed,

9. dress up bear bear,

10. done! bring it hm :DDD

AWESOME! a unplanned present (((:

but the cashier forget to put in the rose that we chose):

SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD case))))))))):

but still, i enjoyed my 2nd yr :DDD

i love BABY!

mon,

first day of sch reopen, total stone yo.

everybody stone blanky at janice,haha!

it was better after brkout.

iced choco makes my meal for my brkfast & lunch.

B pon sch w his classmates to vivo for carls junior.haha

i thought the ppt was madly done, but janice says that the flow is nice.

well well..

raining cats and dogs after lesson, what a nice weather to end my day :/

dinner w mom at the coffeeshop downstairs,

cant even finish a plate of chicken rice. lmao.

carrot juice for many many days.

didnt realise it's carrot fruit juice, which consists of apple and orange also :B

blank out for today's rj qns, no idea what to start with.

headache a lil..................

UT tmr, damn depressing!

fuck C yo, hate hate hate!!!

bye ppl!

alright, i will post my pics of :

- hk

- 2 yr ani

- zoo

soon soon!! stay tune k ((:

I AM OVERJOYED, MOTHER FUCKING HAPPY, LAUGHING AND SMILING TO MYSELF LIKE MAD!

IS THIS OK BABY?? :PP

2008-06-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

i think im wrong this time rd.

for typin out my thoughts too harshly.

im sorry.

dont give up, will you? ):

2008-06-10T11:52:00.005+08:00

My mind is racing with thoughts and i have a sudden impluse to end my meaningless life.

There's a whole pile of stuff jumbled up inside me.

I have been tossing in bed and thinking for the entire night.

In fact, I dont know exactly how i should be feeling now.

Anyway, it sure sucks to know the truth.

I weep bitterly, my eyes hurt.

I am in a state of exhaustion but i just cant slp.

Dont leave me behind pls ):

i need you badly.

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updated*

____________________________________

im sorry for not updating about my hk trip.

not feeling any better to do so.

im falling apart again, how many girls name must i rem?

ytd night was the worst ever,iswear.

waking up feeling hot, i toss away my blanket.

another min, i feel cold so i take bk my blanket.

so the process repeats for the entire night.

waking up almost every half an hr to check my phone.

i didnt wake up on purpose, just tt i keep waking up w jumbled up thoughts & a heavy heart.

i dont care if you say you are not fit to be my boyfriend.

you know how much you mean to me.

dont give me up.

i wana go a long way with you.

The feeling came again..

checking my hp non stop.

worrying non stop about yr whereabouts.

i cry myself to slp,again.

you dont know how delighted i am when i recieved yr call, im smiling to myself like an idiot but yet waterfall starts for idk what reason.

boyf is popular, another girl ~~again~~. irllyhopeit'snot

i try to learn to accept another awful truth, but it hurts so much to know.

i was angry abt tt matter, but i cant bring myself to hate you any further, cause ilu.

fortune teller say im a easy cry-er, true enough.

i didnt even voice a single word, my tears fall.

i was 45.7 when i was bk from hk, feeling so fat):

but now im 43.7, total madness.

a meal a day :/

i wont want to slim this way if you ever need me to slim down, cause it's torturing.

baby's place this afternoon :D

weeping session again, sorry i cant control.

even when you kissed me, i teared.

im a weakling, i cant bear to lose.

everything seems to be the ~~last time~~.

i dont even dare to hug you anymore, i worry you doesnt like it):

till you asked me to, im so happy.really(:

im giving you time, i hope the answer will be the one i wana hear.

pls baby,i cant afford t fall again.

night, bff came over to find me.

nice catching up, im glad you re here.

im wandering on the island meaninglessly ~~yet again~~.

i wouldnt want this to happen, but i cant take control on anything here.

i just hope he remembers the happy moments we have, & continue the journey again.

i miss your smell.

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you

2008-06-09T14:00:00.001+08:00

you make me feel unwanted again..

almost like a rubbish thrown into the bin.

how i wish you hug me like that the day before I left..

2008-06-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

okay well.

started off my day at sentosa.

saw a girl drowning, damn dramatic.

it's sizzling hot today :C

explored quite a few places.

bought drinks for the class,

&& left sentosa w a foul mood.

all tks to the guys calling me dickhead, how nice huh.

ok chill jaime chill(:

188 to imm & meet up baby for hokkaido :D

bk to his place & pack his bball stuff.

down t the court and wait.

A LOT of friends came, cause it's the first time friends VS friends in court. lol

poor team is full of injured players.

dinner at 215 & went hm.

last update before my trip.

im proud of myself updating so frequently this few days, HAHA((:

i got to wake up at 5am tmr -.- i hear hk calling me~

HAHA

charging my damn ipod now, taking for-ever to finish charging.....

overall, thanks for those who make an effort to turn up for the class outing.

thou im late & i left earlier. lmao

i know your enjoyed, that's enough(:

i know you didnt feel nice playing against yr own friends, & yr leg injuries.

thus you re not peforming well enough.

on the second thought, you ve so many friends coming down from diff places to watch the match.

you know tt the thoughts is enough(:

if there's ever a next time, having a clear mindset of what you are doing is the first step to success, y'know(:

ilyou:D

ppl, pls miss me alrighty((((:

2008-06-02T00:09:00.008+08:00

okay, a quick update.

uploaded today's pic as jer wants it(:

bought a slice of cake & present up to her place.
surprised her with the cake when she just collect her clothes in. HA
jarek drive us to queens, shopped ard there.
quite surprised to see a crowd over there :/

katong lasak for lunch.
back to jer's place for mj!! ::D
won a few bucks(:
ended at 10+, went sunshine to eat chicken wings.
then back to jer's place again cause waiting for car t come over.

& now bloggin, haven even packed my stuff for tmr.
such a packed weekend!
im gg hk on tue, haven finish packing my stuffs :/
cause everyday using...
exhausted!

Im using blogger to upload photo, abit haywire uh.

cause no time to upload in photobucket,

bear w it kay(:

To jer: happy 16th bdae, cant celebrate w you cause you know.., im in hk.

hope you like the present(:

anyway, boyf says happy bdae too!

p.s: i forgot to tell you :x

I miss all the ones i love :DDDD

2008-05-31T18:11:00.003+08:00

pictures taken on fri!! ((:

in class & shyan's pet shop.

serangoon garden is really a nice place to chill at.

chit chat w fish and shyan after dinner.

back hm at 12.

fun fun! ((:

mon sentosa! :DD

& B's match.

ask me why im bloggin now..

actually suppose to be in the watching movie right now.

but some shit ass injured my baby, resulting the pain in his knee.

& pain until cant fall aslp ):

so being a nice girlf, i cancelled the movie and let him stay hm to rest.

mom is gg for pedicure, so i went along too!

classsic mani & pedi :DDD

gold is da bomb!

when we finished, we saw guo jing singing. lmao.

my beautifool sat ends like tt...

HA!

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enjoy the peek tures!

2008-05-29T21:41:00.008+08:00

super nice sandals, considering!!! (((:

aww, i realise i have alot of weird behaviours; thinkings o.0

- i dont like motorcycles driving past me at night, (hate the sound)& my goosebumps will appear like nobody's business. bah

- i dont like to waste my friday and sat away even if im at hm.

- i dont like gasy drinks

- i like to take 2 straws for my drinks

- i like handmade cards

- i like purple

- i like to munch on donuts but it's fattening

- i like to eat mash potato w sausage (fep)

- i like to collect watches

- i tends to check the seat when i alight in case i left smth behind, in any kind of transport.

- i dislike those idiots squeezing into the train when i haven even alight.

- my temper isnt good, i get angry easily

- i like to eat chocolate with raisins and i can eat really ALOT! ha

- i will tend to brush off the spot whr the strangers accidentally hit me, i know tt's kinda rude.lol

- i always make sure that 4 important things is with me all the time.

- i like to take long rides and indulge in my ipod(:

- but unknowingly, i always get emo. as 90% of the songs in my ipod is sad songs. hmms :/

- i hate myself for getting hungry so easily

- i dont like to mess up my lappy wire

- sometimes i hope that im not a virgo, not a perfectionist.

- baby always dont do the way i want to,mayb cause im too demanding. :/

- i like to celebrate birthday for my friends cause i want to let them know they are loved

- i always wanted a fabulous 18th bdae for my own

- baby will get jealous over my classmates when i go out with them

- i like to finish everything before i go out to play

- my friends always say i stare at them, when i merely look at them. ahhh)):

- i dont feel like befriend-ing back her cause she betrayed me before

- i always hope that my tummy gets flatter!

- i always dream that im rich... HAHA

- i always hope that baby can be as sweet as me!- i likes to eat noodles

- i likes to drink lemonnnnnnn tea & green milk tea & iced choco!

- i weight myself everyday at hm

- i always get stares from strangers which makes me thought tt the outfit im wearing is weird or torn or dirty. lmao!

- i like me to you bear, but i dont buy it cause my soft toys always end up collecting dust

- i always hope that i can have a room of my own

- i always hope people can understand what i am thinking

- i like to shop online

- i like to eat mc fries wo salt

- i like long nails
- i hope the world is not coming to the end.

just some random thoughts..

last day of sch before holi, not v looking forward t holi.

in fact i felt so upset cause i cant see my classmates for 2 wks, depressing!!

im kinda surprised im feeling this cause we just know each other for 8 weeks.

i hearts most of them many many(((:

they are the ones who deserve my care and concern, not those who take it for granted.
i'll nv forget what you gave, those disappointments.

2008-05-26T12:31:00.002+08:00

alright, i should be in sch today but im not, due to headache :/

i guess i missed out ALOT.hmmms

ytd acc mom to read her fortune, the shifu keep on saying me when i didnt even ask him or pay. haha

everything he said is so true...

went over to lot, had pepper lunch (:

bought a shoe for formal today, but i didnt get the chance to wear it. opps :x

over to grandma's place,went off hours ltr for dinner.

cabbed hm(((:

it's damn bored to stay at hm):

2008-05-25T01:11:00.005+08:00

happybdae quanhong!
______________________

AWESOME-NESS!
supposed to be a bored weekend, was tv-ing since i woke up.
B called at 12.40 and asked if i wana go partyworld as it's qh's bdae.
cause love is going so B asked if i wana go.
turn out that the partyworld is closed and we went to clementi kbox instead.

walked ard at clementi w B first and bought donuts for them((:
went over to a cake shop to buy candle but the aunty gave it to me free as she say that 1 candle sell 50cents will be too ex. hah!
had a super happening concert over there! HAHA (:

over to my place for mj!
didnt want to play cause i wana go shop w love.
but we respected the GUYS. aha
i keep anyhow throw tiles, for duno what reason.
& my tiles is super messy, but somehow i inherited the heng-ness from B. HAHAHA!
and i won quite a handful of matches :D

i everytime play viwawa also lose one but real life will win C: damn happy!
wanted to treat drinks but all of them very very po ma.
spend some time at coffeeshop laughing madly.!

& now im here bloggin!

love,
didnt expect to meetup cause you gg out w vain bear. hehe
but im still enjoyed my day with you((:
retail therapy after my trip, ipromise! :D
heartsyou!

B,
i hearts you many many.
thou i know you felt very bad for skipping trg.
but at least we spend quality time tgt(:
love!

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2008-05-23T13:09:00.003+08:00

okay, it's been so long.

cause sch is busy. (okay, im lying :/)

but it's tiring, rlly ok!

many things happened everyday, my class is the ones that keep me motivated to go school.

cause almost everyday i feel like skipping school.

hmmms.

bowling is fun, especially with the loves one :D

many many pro bowlers.

The pro bowlers's coach came to teach me, haha im so stress!

haha, definitely a fun fun ce point to earn ((:

BUT....

my thumb is injured now :/

& many many chipped nails, aiyer!

im going hk like in less than 11 days, it shall be a test till then...

baby hasnt been attending school for the whole week, minus mon public holi & wed

I shall send him a warning letter,hah!

2 yr ani is reaching...

something special place to recommend?

&& i SWEAR to B about the present thing. haha

weekends are finally here, but im so clueless on what to do.

feeling so empty now and then.

i think i shd go for retail therapy(:

2008-05-03T19:45:00.006+08:00

sucks like hell la,
luckily ting's a sweetheart to acc me during her break((((:
sandals not available in my size, fated??!!
i thought of tt on my way there, so true uh..
cinnamon stick is my fav(:
the lemon tea at taka foodcourt taste like nail polish remover,yuck!
walked over to ting's workplace, slack ard looking at her do her stuff. ha
over to cityhall to meet up bro(:
BK at imm.
gg over imm again later on to get tibits!
hurray(:

pics is UPPPPPP!!

instant miso soup((((:

when the day gets bored....

shhh

on SIA first class plane okay! HAHA

choco martini = coolness. me like(:

when we gets together C=

this is how jb slp at the chalet :B

Joluv(((:

trying hard to dodge the camera HAA!

hehe specs top, so cute, me like(:

2008-05-02T21:14:00.004+08:00

okay damn screwed la, i cant find the card reader, thus i cant upload pics from my cell. tsk

1stmay.
meet up B and went over to bishan for movie, ya if you people are thinking why we went so far
....
....

is cause
....
....
iron man's slot at bishan is suitable, near B's trg place & most importantly it's GV.
ha, i was damn fucking urgent during the show, spoil mood :/
B went for his trg(: (loveyousilly:D)
smsed joluv & she's free.
not exactly, but earlier on she's bored so she met up with another friend.
so i joined them! (((: at town!

shopped ard at cine.
saw the fredperry wallet *grins!
but idk for what purpose i need it.
cause i got like so many wallets, unused ??!!!
if someone buy for me den diff case la, HAHA!
it's 39$ only lor. tsk. iwant
fuckface, im so broke now :C

lunch at hk cafe, i love milky milky milk tea!
HA, jo's kopi kopi :B
went over taka, found my new love sandals.!
didnt really like it at first, but after trying it, hearts many many cannnn!
woots, awesome.
it's fucking 59$ yo, gawd.
over to fep, shopped ard, nth much interest me.
except tt jo bought a cap(:
105 hm aftermath.

hearts yo babe :D
hope you are feeling better now.

over to burgerking after sch as i was feeling super hungry, fainting anytime.
i think im such a pig, eating so much. brrrrrrp*
i love my hairy hairy baby! HAHA
B is angry cause i played his hands hair, & showcasing it to mag and esther. HAA
so cute can.
baby say cannot showcase one.
hehe.
shall go and dig for my card reader.

big hug for everyone whom i love!

2008-04-24T20:13:00.004+08:00

colourful ones! damn cuteeeeeee

aha!

i finally gotten my first "A" after 3 wks in school ((:

it's science module, was super slack day..ever!

quite a few pon thus our faci kanna sabo as there's observer tt day :/

but im still very very happy that i gotten my first "A" ((((((:

really didnt expect that i can get, mayb cause when there's nobody helping teacher to read out the problem statement, i offered to read :D

so faci didnt feel so throw face.. cause observer was there...

hehe!

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almost pon today due to my BBBBBBBBBBBBB.

but im glad i was quite determined even thou i was quite tempted to go for mc brkfast :x

hehe

roleplay was super FUN i swear.

the whole class was super united as compared to the other classes which faci told us.

the class is looking to culture module ONLY cause of our super cute and humorous JANICE!

a faci who chats with us, talk hokkien w us and play ard with us.

HAH, niceeee. didnt expect our class to be so united and nice.

at least i wasnt anti -.-

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haven meet up the seller to collect my loafer. arggg

my black pumps is dying on me,wtf):

having much stones up in my head these few days is killing me)):

my class is getting colder, as well as the girls opp my class.

fancy smoking in class, & deny when they get caught.

damn fish can, air conditioner place lei. HAH

serve them right la, hao lian act cool only.

my classmates and i thought they guards came up to catch those who's eating in class,

so we stand outside and finish our food instead. haha

my friends say the first time they see me, they thought im a ah liannnnxxssxx!! -.-!!!

but they say im a high class ah lianxxssz. cause my dressing better than those normal ah liansssxxxx.

oh my tian!!!

but now they say i dun look like liao lah, heng mannnnsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

my classmates damn funny la.

you,

didnt come back, i really miss you.

heart is still wrenching whenever i think of you.

i didnt keep up your place cause i imagine you was there,but slping.

lying to myself,iknow.

but i cant help it.

ilove you but why you nv come back?

i miss you so muchh....

2008-04-19T18:33:00.004+08:00

alrighty, fried food filled my wk,gosh.im feeling so F-A-T now :c

woke up surprisingly early today, 8am.

disturbed my bro but he's still tired.

so i waste my time away till 10 plus den ask him out to imm for brkfast!

bro bought me the black watch cause fredflare is taking so long to replenish stock.

damn, im so in love with the talking watch :/ mayb i shall get it after it's instock.

walked bk to imm cause bro wana buy jackt for his japan trip

finally found one at fox(:

spent my day at hm watching orphange and the apartment w bro.

both horror movies, im a coward now. HAHH

& yay, chalet next wk. finally can spend w my loves! :D

super missssss them yea(:

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it's picturessssssssss time!

my poor baobei :c

2008-04-16T20:08:00.003+08:00

Define "friend",

- A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

- A person who gives assistance

- A person who is on good terms with another

- A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

im in school for 8 days which seems like 8 mths -.-
class was fun, debating and stuff. ha
there's 5 china ppl, was using their language to talk to 1 of them ytd. lmao
2 indians.
no chio bu, which is quite depressing for me, i always thought i cld make some chio friends :c
there's a chio one next door thou,HAH
im getting weeny bit sick of the food,aaww

anyway on the happier note, im getting closer to E, M, QY, D, CW, KQ, G (:
they are super nice, plus they wait for my lesson to end everyday wo fail, when they cld have reach hm by tt time.
that's what i label as "friends", understand?
having them is part of my motivation to go school(:

year1 students is screwed, bah booooooooooooooooo

2008-04-13T11:33:00.002+08:00

aww, ending my first week in rp

i guess everything is alright except that my break time is different from baby & co.

so i can only meet them during the 2nd break.

my love has gone to a far away land, i hope it's happier there cause there's no pain anymore

thou heart is wrenching but i rather you to go cause i know the thing is hurting you alot.

i still love you(:

baby is such a love love ytd, cause he ask me out for dinner cause he knows im sad.

hah, so i didnt wait for daddy to buy food back.

kfc is full of bangalas -.-

cause singtel offers free burger meal with the purchase of prepaid card.

walk around in the palsa malam, baby wanted to play the games, haha

how silly :O baby said that the game is for those who doessnt know how to play bball.

HA,wtf @.@

ltr got to bring baby to cut hair, go over sl to paste my moo moo.

long trip, but i dont have time for next wk alr.

after drinking the tea ytd, i went toilet for 3 times alr. ha.

i hope the fats are disappearing(:

aww, weekends is gone in an blinking of an eye, such a waste ah.

i must cherish the upcoming weekend, play to the fullest(:

plus meetin up ting,bff i hope. hah

sat go for k lunch den go collect cert? HAA

brother is gg japannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn(:

2008-04-08T15:50:00.002+08:00

okay im joining rp for the 2nd day already(:

i was very nervous when i step into the class.

there's only dorothy (my first friend) who's in the class.

when i saw my classmates, all seems so stranger to me.

Ha.

i didnt bring my battery, so when the faci asked me to move from team 1 to 2,

i must shut down my com before moving over.

but... she ask me to move back again cause there's a late classmate

the 2nd day, im almost dead when i met up w baby & co.

eyes half closed already -.-

heng today's faci is damn humourous.HAH

i like the way he teaches, the effort he put in to make the class more interesting.

&&&&&& he doesnt takes up our break time, which my first day's faci did -.-

he uses a map, to teach today's lesson. on the instructions and stuff.

it's really fun, at least there's no presentation :D only 3 sentences of instructions reading((:

hope tmr's faci will be a nice one, as well as my team(:

2008-04-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

oh yay oh yay!!!

jumps around in joy*

HAAAAHAAHAH

im fucking happy:DDDD

hohohohohohohoho.

bro is buying me porterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

im a happy girl.HAHA!

head over to the wishlist, click on shati tote and you can see the pic

thursday,

bro woke me up for lunch, just nice ting text me & ask me out for lunch.

so i brought bro over to 496 to have lunch tgt(:

bk hm, the whole day having construction, duno is upstairs or what.

super noisy :/

baby came over at night to watch ch 56; take his stuff(:

went down to coffeeshop to find qh & co.

hm sweet hm(:

friday,

went sentosa ((:

this is the first time i realise there's much more stuff to do den tanning.

i always thought sentosa=tanning. hah

played many games,had real fun(:

went to wash up at the correct time, just before it rains.

and when we left, the rain stop.

but started raining when we reached the tram station.

hah, kind of lucky ya.

pinic over at the shelter area, cracking jokes & timed each other solving IQ cubes.

bused hm w baby while he go over for friendly.

my face is feeling hot hot -.-

better dont get burned.

sch is starting, god bless me

2008-04-02T22:57:00.005+08:00

okay, i feel so dumb & pissed cause of a buyer -.-
called her up when i reached woodlands, cell phone not on or whatever shit it is, just cant call throu.
called her hse, sis says she's not at hm, gave me her cellphone cause she said there's 2 line?
but it ended up to be the same one. ptffff!
cause i have no money for sch(supposed to get money from buyer), i went to find baby.

super upset cause i wake up so early for sch but ended up...

she say she will meet me tmr, time to be cfm again.

10+ just text her, she says there's sch tmr so cannot cfm time. wtf??!!

think she fooling ard with me luh, my god -.-

baby is my bestbest today(((:

HAHA!

baby gave me money to spend cause im freaking broke.

left with 15 cents in my wallet.

meetup cousin karen to collect my stuffs & we dined at wan chai(:

oily chicken wings & vegetables, but the hk milk tea is nice(((:

done with topping up my fare card & they sent me hm.

joluv(:

my money!! wahahah!

baby's :c

the seats of 105 changed to this kind, nice but not comfortable.

lesser ppl can sit.waste money :/

& the back seat is connected.

so this lao ah peh sit until like tt :B

ohh, my stuffs reached :D

im tired, starting to be tired of sch.

with her around in sch, i feel so -.- -.- -.-

no comments :/

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negative sums in my bank makes me feel oh so devastated.

how long will i take to fill them back?

buyin makeups is sinful :/

i want my porterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hmmmms

i have no bags for sch!!!!

2008-04-01T11:57:00.003+08:00

fri,

went out w joluv to vivo((:

had hokkien mee for lunch.

shopped ard, went to catch movie; charlie bratlett.

dinner at ljs, had super fun chats over there, HAAH!

bought popping choco, you can feel the 'pop' in your mouth :o

heh, bused hm.

meetup w baby & qh awhile den went hm.

sat,

head over bugis to meetup mag, qh, esther, dylan and cw.

had steammmmmmmmmboat for dinner((:

i keep bite dao pepper bits -.- super numbness!

over t desserts store, mangooooooo!!!

tangyuan i like (:

shopped at bugis street for awhile.

cw sent all of us hm((:

sun,

trg was fun(((((:

next wk is the evaluationnnnnnnnnn, o my tiaan....

mon,

went over to rp for laptop configuration, took sooo long.

so ended up cancelling my sim lim trip.

head over t baby's place cause he's super tired.

he woke up 4am in the morning -.-

while i use the com and dl the other stuffs.

woke b up for dinner.

prawn mee is super niceeeeeeeeeeee(((:

i buy dry mee for maamee but the person say cannot da bao soup one, idiot!

ohwell :c

i need some stuff for school, so got to make a choice.

idea 1:

-ask bro to get a porter bag when he goes japan, $150. dirrrrrty cheap :B

-but cannot get white loafer, white flare top, vintage bag, sandals ))):

idea 2:

-get ~~white loafer~~, ~~white flare top~~, ~~sandals~~ & vintage bag :D

-so got t say nono to porter bag ):

still got t get ~~mouse~~ and ~~garskin~~ later on w baby(:

den to dinner at wm with ai & co.

actually have alotttttttt of shoes -.-

4 pumps, 3 scandals, 2 heels.

maybe not alot to you, but me.

cause there still alot shoes left in the cupboard, not worn -.-

SOMEBODY SPONSOR ME PLS((:

HAHAHAHAHA!

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OKAY shit, bought all these today -.-

but i will still get the porter bag luh, soon but not too soon . hahah.

abit sot already :B

~~white loafer~~

~~white flare top~~

~~sandals~~

~~mouse~~

~~garskin~~

went over b's place cause wana get money. but end up his mom haven get pay.. so..

i eat abit at his place cause was damn hungry, 11am till 6pm lei -.-

super hungry okay!

runnnnnn in the rain for bus, so ps can :c

reached pastamania.

thought i can only watch them eat,

but at least baby bought a combo to share. hehehe

still quite hungryyyyyyyyyyy at tt point of time.

hurhah

i wana die alreadyyyyyyyy.

finish up my pocket money already when sch haven started -.-

dead meat. rahhhhhhh

sell sell sell all my clothes.~ in search of money!

2008-03-26T23:44:00.007+08:00

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

(yea, i neeed so much concern from my friends, ihope)

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.

(yea, everthg is not right ://)

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

(hmmmm...)

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

(prove them wrong that i will earn back the money i spent away, sounds silly but i will do it((: )

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship/friendship.

(so true, my fs :/ )

maybe what can satisify me is to be a more needed friend by my friends.

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how many times have i repeated "you have time for them, but not me".

?i cant even rem when did i first said.

that's repeated disappointment.

to the maximum i swear.

i hope i was stab right at the heart so i wont feel the pain anymore );

cause i lied too many times to myself, telling myself it's okay, im fine.

i no longer understand the word "happy", maybe it started after secondary school.

i cried.

i no longer hold those pain inside me.

2008-03-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

oh yea, is this gonna be true?

hmmms,home for the week :/

till friday, jlove(:

i think im crazy, why do i have so many clothes and soft toys at home :C

sometimes i wonder, why wld there be a person who told me she transferred, but no receipt, but she has the transaction no.

aftermath, told me transferred wrong acc when i text the correct one.

maybe i will meet weird-er people in poly.

okay __, i spend more than $50 just in 5 days, kill me ppl!

ahhh crap la!

always buy clothes, rahhhhhhhh! )):

p.s: who can accompany on wed, from 9am onwards till evening!! (((:

damn random la this post.

my sweetheart :D

2008-03-20T00:58:00.007+08:00

tell me what's a birthday?

mine was a disaster last year, except for baby's plan & jenn's.

at first i still thought that their's was pretty cute to hold the bbq there, but at least there's heart to do so, surprises like preciousmoments balloon, lie to me that she's gg off, but to get a cake for me. & even to the extent tt i cant bbq the food, can only be served(:

i mean that's really sweet & i can feel the effort & love from them.

15th,
steamboat was a crap, seriously..

unkind souls went for free dinner -.- like always.

my cake wasnt even eaten 3/4 ? so poor thing huh.

alot of things is only paid by baby alone, carried alone.

& it makes me feel oh so guilty.

but no one helped. o.0

no initative from the others make me feel like i forced them to tag along.

shouldnt birthdays be surprises and more surprises??

why ppl own a midnight surprise but not me?

ME; so neglected, so unimportant.

i feel that i planned my birthday, so some just tagged along; for ~~fun.~~

am i so not special?

hmmms, i really wonder.

i know i shouldnt ask for anything, for the effort i put in for my friends.

but i didnt get a tweeny weeny effort back from them, im really disappointed.

maybe i shouldnt even pin high hopes on them, normal friends will do.

am i asking for alot?

i got no idea.

a lil more concern & care from you guys? ihopeso.

i mean there's no need to spend money to go hotels for buffet, it's the heart that matters.
a simple celebration like what jer & jb did(:

im pretty moved by their actions thou it's just a small cupcake & nth else.

baby's pretty silly to hide the flowers at the front seat :D

& cabbing the whole journey makes me feel oh so princess, HAHA(((:

im dumb fuck now :/

maybe one day when i really feel that im fucking not appreciated, i'll walk away; ~~again~~

i hate to do so, but if i dont; i will get hurt even more.

2008-03-17T21:02:00.001+08:00

okay, HAHA the collection of picturessssss!

2008-03-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

okay im too lazy to post.sorry!

lazy to fix the mmc thing to upload pics, therefore there's no pic on my new hairstyle.

baby came over, like finally(((:

passed the samsung phone t baby & proceeded to IMM to retrieve his sim card.

went town with mom, lunch at ding tai feng.

bought hairclip at chomel :)

shopped at coach fendi dior to check out the new arrivals, but to no likings.

perfer the ones online(:

walked over to OG's member private sale., okay that's crap ok, cause i can predict the whole sg's

obasan will rush here to shop. cause.. it's so easy to be a OG member -.-

private sale become supermarket, damn crowded;noisy;hard to shop;salesgirl duno go whr.

worst still, we queued for 45 mins??!! just to pay the items?

okay that was really horrible, but kan zai my new wallet de mian zi shang, i forgive & forget ok :/

everybody snatches like it's FREE, yea and the discount is just 30% fyi .hmms

pots,bedsheets,electronic stuffs. HAHA, really alot.

the toilet cleaner even chase the guys out of the toilet and let the ladies use(: howsweet.
but the guys must be cursing ... opps :x

i didnt get alot of stuff tdy from mom.

cause the thing i only need now is MONEYYYYYYY!

((:

anyway, it's still a nice day out(:

2008-03-06T23:18:00.003+08:00

short hair after tmr )):

hope i can carry short hair too.

hair growssssssssss~ (ihope!)

pfffts.

meetup w love next wk, hearts((:

regrets after regrets, i assume this yr is rlly a bad yr ; at least for me.

idk what came across my mind when i did those things, i rlly sucks to the core.

i hope i dont make any regrets anymore, if not im rlly fucktard):

i hope school is a better one for the yr, pretty pls((:

2008-03-01T13:09:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!
i can get you off my mind ;totally.

i HATE JENNIFER WEE SHENG LI to the core!

backstab,bootlicker,copycat,act ah lian etc..
i had enough!

2008-02-29T21:32:00.008+08:00

meetup w love tdy(((:

walked over t imm to get the stuffs, den over to creative to wait for love.

she's so longgggg. ha

her reaction after recieving the stuff, makes me feel like it's worth it(:

chicken rice at another building, mixed roasted chicken & chicken cutlet.

love is such a sweetie, keep making jokes. ha

know new friends, laughed ard tgt(:

really enjoyed !

a hot hot journey hm, blister & all ):

holla!(:

i miss love! :D

i miss my silly baby who is working ot right now :D

mylove(:

off to eat my handmade sushi!! :DD

...
idk whether the "copycat" you referring is it abt the design my cousin saw and told me to make.
if you re unhappy, you can tell me to delete it,
i dont rely on beads to survive so it's okay((:
i didnt want to say it but "copycat" doesnt sounds nice(:
thankyou!

oh oh oh oh

oh yes you, pissed.

talk behind my back?

two headed snake(:

&& oh yes tks bff, we shall laugh at the shake shake part :P

((((((((:

2008-02-24T02:19:00.003+08:00

seriously... who cares?

i loathe those who only find me when they need me to do them a favour.

hi bye friends?

i think im just outside the circle.

sad to say; but ~~bad~~ enough.

i only need true friends, are you one? ((:

parents are gg overseas ~~again~~ :/ annoying

yea and this time i cant go cause im schooling, how awesome.

plus they are changing to go hk, soooo nice of them :S hmpf!

nah, i think i just save the money instead of hk trip, so i can get my stuff out of wishlist faster! :D

&& i can enjoyyyyy the days w no parents at hm, clean & more quiet house((:

next wk or the wk after i hope i can fufill meeting up with the loves(((((:

2008-02-19T01:28:00.001+08:00

screammmmm L O V E ! :D

2008-02-12T00:38:00.000+08:00

biggggggg bully):

fun shit, i kept pouring water.heh

hello my bff(:
thou things wasnt sailing smoothly for you, you know that i cared(:

2008-02-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

happy birthday db(:

i thought i missed last year's celebration & i cld attend this year.

but still,

cause of certain reasons.

i felt so bad & everythg,

but yet; i cant do anythg.

hope you enjoyed your bdae, tkc (:

2008-02-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

Do you rememember when I told you that

You're my best friend?

We promised we'd be there for each other,

Until the very end?

People always used to say that they never saw us apart.

Do you know that you have a special place in my heart?

Do you rememeber when our bond began to break?

Fights became frequent &

Our hearts started to ache.

Suddenly our forever friendship, came to an abrupt end.

When we realise,
It was something we couldn't mend.

Remember when we decided to go our seperate ways?

To be on our own and make friends who cant last?

Have you ever wondered why?

Things often change, but they dont need to end.

They just dont stay the same.

Still, in the back of my mind this question wont end.

Do you remember or ever think about.

When we were best friends?

2008-02-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

happy cny!! :DDD
hope everybody enjoyed thou it doesnt feel like a festive season.

just hope for a better year, cause it seems like it's not supposed to be :/

better life, better friends (((:

2008-02-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

ouh, still no news of my tops.

town, but didnt see any i like :/

how?

not yet decided which to wear for first day.hmmms

why everything in japan also expensive? -.-

double pouts

2008-01-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

aww. didnt realise i spent alot this mth, to me.

i ordered $50 over masks??!!! my gawd.

ordered a few extras for my lovely ones(((:

so i guess that few bucks doesnt matters.

dad gave me $100 earlier on for cny clothings.

i just asked for $100 cause i dun want t spend too much, which i always did every cny (w mommy).

currently i have 2 tops, 1 bottom which sums up to about $70 ?

so that means i still have $30 t spend on another top.

but i shall decide whether t get another top after i sell away the halter neck i bought earlier on t BFF's friend (too loose for me :/)

wah! i rlly hope the stage tee will reach before cny):

HAA, i think im a lil too calculative on my cny clothings.

nah, ny is just another day out. no cny mood yet):

mayb cause this yr isnt a gd year for horses,damn)))):

random: i need to save money!!!!
having ib is way t convinent for me t purchase things online, ahhhhhh! ):

today!

went cwp after work.

meet up baby, magaret, qy & cw for waffle icecream at gelare. heh

iced choco for me, shared choco overload waffle w baby.

soooo chocolatey.

back t baby's place, clean up and off to bed.

went off after dinner.

im here blogging cause i cant slp):

but baby is slpin already...

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

p.s/ cramps are irritating):

2008-01-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

ha, did i mention that my hoodie reached me already.

gawd, i love it so much(:

24th, worked halfway & went yuhua t meet up BFF(:

saw many peeps outside school gate, lunched at 496.

you mian seriously dropped standard, same person cooking but duno why it just taste so...

aww, disappointed.

baby's place aftermath, slacked & got t listen my 100x .. ha! :D

meet up qh for dinner, gerald or jerrold came along. idk which spelling :/

hm while the guys went 324.

25th, worked halfway agn cause of BFF's app w someone.

miscommunication, ended up shopping.. HAH

lunched at TCC, full of laughters, BFFs get crazy when they meet :B

BFF went t meet mw, while i waited for baby & co. at outram for nearly 1 1/2 hr?

i afraid that i might need to pay extra cause i stayed in MRT for too long, so i asked baby t train t pasir ris w me first.

waited for the rest over there, 2 stops is rlly long... aha

the girls bused while the guys walked there.

buffet over there, cards & everything.

run t mrt,panting.

but... the train service has ended.

cabbed hm w andy & ai.

tedious ride hm, hungry & giddy.

ouh,so much like throwing up):

asked dad t come down t pay the cab fare,

bk hm t eat maggie which i called dad earlier on t cook first. hehe

hope jac enjoys her birthday((:

today ended up cleaning my hse, my room.

move beds, clean the thick thick dirt under mom's bed;yuck.

throw alot of soft toys, speakers & magazines away.

ohwel. still left w living room & kitchen

too tired to do everything in a row :/

baby; you re soooooooo cute! i wana squeeze you inside my ~~front~~/back pocket of my shorts :P loveyou! :DDDD

BFF; lub you ooogay! dont get too stress up over rs stuff, i'll always support your decision(:

felAIAI; though we meetup ytd but still didnt catch up alot, missing you as always (:

jer,jb; oh ya, im not done w my cny clothing, whr did your MIA to?
ask me go shopping but ..hAHA
miss misssss (:

jennifer; you know; i know things wont be the same but still i want to remember the memories shared.

some things dont need t say out but i know it clearly. i clearly understand you by your actions.

p.s/ i know you re busy but i need the bag & shorts back, thankyou.

elinn; now, no longer the same?

i dreamt of you last night telling me the words i long t hear.

but i was dreaming..

idk why but i just feel a distance,sigh :/ a lil ~~leftout~~

im bothered by this matter all along, just a lil afraid of losing you.

meiyi; my long lost darling!

it's nice to see you agn after so long, blessfully in love(:

but dont be so emo anymore on yr blog.

the story is about ~~you~~ ya?

meet up soon again w btrice, the three darlings(:

miao,sopsop; nice & rlly funny ladies t hang out w.

meet up soon, for shopping.. HAH!

p.s/ sop; pls wash yr tablecloth, ahhhhh

picturesssssssssssss now! :D

nice;not nice?

6 mosquito bites everyday is disgusting.

baobei (((((((((((:

wedges&icedchoco; myfav(:

baby:D

p.s/ i hate my phone's mmc, it's m2.

such a hassle t transfer files t my com):

not t mention the even slower cable://////

so i choose t take out my m2 to put inside my card reader.bah